~life of blissfulness~

Sanah Helwah buat yg tersayang....

2011-01-19T17:02:00.004+02:00

Assalamualaikummm….

17hb januari 2001, telah lahirnya seorang baby yang comel… mak dan apak saya telah menamakan dia, Ahmad Syaamil Bin Nasir… dan pada tarikh yg sama pada tahun ni, dah sedekat dekad dia hidup kat dunia nih… huhu… moga Allah panjangkan umur adik, moga Allah berkati kehidupanmu, dan moga dirimu sentiasa dibawah lembayung rahmat Allah…

Bak kata angah dzarifah:

“Happy Birthday to someone who is forever young!!"

Y? becz being ‘adik’ fulltime! Until the end of time… he is always be our adik!!

My ahli bait, ada yang sama birthday dengan adik syaamil, Nur Ezwanni binti Muhammad... tapi, kami sambut awal. Then, the entire menus are cooked by ourselves…

If there is a birthday party, then it should have a cake… so, I made the cake… for the first time in my live, I made these cake until the decoration.. cz selama nih buat kek, pastu letak topping then, bagi makan… nih, siap buat deco beb! Some picture:

the cake without topping…. Fresh from the oven…

With strawberry and colorful chocolate rice…

Add some orange due to some problem… hehe…

and the candle…

see... banyak tak mknan kami mlm tuh...

TO BOTH OF YOU:

SANAH HELWAH!!~

THAT’S ALL FOR NOW… GOT TO GO… TOMORROW ADA EXAM PATHOLOGY…

DAAA~

AHAD - 16 January 2011

2011-01-16T18:03:00.007+02:00

Assalamualaikummmm~

Hari nih aku belajar parasitology… doctor yang mengajar adalah seorg doctor perempuan. Sorry, tiada kaitan pun sama itu doctor… sorry doc!~

ok, intro doctor tuh berbunyi begini

“Trypanosoma brucei gambiese can cause chronic sleeping sickness, and Trypanosoma brucei rhodesiense can cause acute sleeping sickness”

Nak tahu apa yg berlaku??

In my mind….

“apasal aku rasa aku kena jangkitan parasite nih??”

After a few seconds…….

Somebody gives me a textbook of parasitology and leave a notes on that page;

‘mcm kena kat kita jer…..’

Hahahahahaha…. God!! Mmg aku gelak guling2 kat dalam hati…

Then, aku pun balas;

‘aku baru terpikir tadi….’

Hahaha… habis ajer kelas parasite tadi, terlerai segala permasalahan, sama ada KAMI nih terkena jangkitan atau pun tidak…. ROFL!!~

Alhamdulillah… Syukurlillah… KAMI TIADA JANGKITAN PARASIT ITU! Hehe… nak tahu lebih lanjut sila klik sini…

Cerita hari khamis lepas, kelas microb yang sgt boring telah dihadiri oleh aku! Haha… sorry2… bukan boring sgt, tapi aku mengantuk… dan kelas yg sepatutnya 1jam jadi 1 jam setengah… in my mind dah set 1 hour… bila tambah lagi ½ and hour mmg lah sakit skit…dan yang tak bleh aku tahan sangat tuh sebab, dia ulang tajuk last week! My Allah bless my lectures and me, and may Allah guide me!! huhu… dia ajar tajuk MYCOLOGY!~ It is about fungi…

so, nak cerita sebenarnya tak ada kaitan pun dgn doctor tuh… its all about me :) … hehe… you want to know y?? because, I got tinea pedis… sort of fungal infection… actually baru tahu smlm, sedangkan benda nih dah jadi about a week.. last week on Thursday [not last Thursday, before the last Thursday, Thursday ], actually other lecture already did teach us about all this fungi. But, the projector was bad, and cannot see the slides very well, and cannot see the tinea pedis picture very well [even though, dah terdetik waktu tuh, mcm makan air jer nih….haha…] so, here i am today with fungal infection! Wakaka… LOL!! So, moral of the story, pls revise back the lectures… hahaha…

this evening, call mak yang ada kat msia, dan khabarkan anak dia nih terkena jangkitan fungus…. Respond from my mom: “ya ALLAH, anak akuuuuuu!!!!” (ok, itu hanyalah exaggerate dari aku… hahaha) this is the real one; “jaga kebersihan tuh.. keringkan kaki..and bla…bla…” as usual mom does…. Then, aku ckp plak; “mak, alang dah beli ubat anti fungal, hopefully berkesan lah, dan bla..bla…” [actually it is more that my mom cannot hear me very well….] (biasalah, telefon jarak jauh) dah ckp2, aku mintak tolong mak aku paskan kat apak, sambil paskan tuh aku dengar mak aku ckp kat apak; “alang kena makan air” huhu.. waktu dengar tuh, kembang kempis aku tau! Risau giler mak aku sebenarnya.. hahaha… ngek betul aku nih.. mestilah mak aku risau… aigoooooo….

Ok2, ayah aku plak, awal2 lagi dah Tanya,

“ apo kaba?? Dongar kono makan air kek kaki?? Apo cerito?”

aku pun balas;

“kena makan air kat kaki ni haaa….lupo nak koring kan kaki musim sejuk nih”

Apak balas;

“itulah… musim sojuk tuhlah yang lagie dio suko (dia disini merujuk kepada si fungi) ….bla…bla…bla….”

Aku balas balik;

“ sekarang dah koringkan dah… guno hair dryer lagi…”

Apak balas;

“lepas nih habih kerintinglah kaki ko tuh… hahaha [aku pun tergelak skali]”

Aku balas pulak;

“perm lah kaki alang pasnih… haha”

Dan seterusnya… bla…bla…blaaa…. Xmampu nak taip panjang2 lagi… haha… comel tak parents saya?? Hehe…

So, tuh jer nak cerita… seronok sangat dan sakit! Hehe… sakit itukan kifarah dosa~

Se ya!!

a song for you dear~

2011-01-12T17:43:00.003+02:00

salam'alaik...

this evening, i watched a CARTOON movie, A Turtles Tale Sammys Adventure... i'm totally in love with one of the song played in this movie.. maybe for someone this movie already out of date... but, i don't care... cz i really like watch cartooonnnnn... GOD! last monday, i downloaded 5 new cartoon movies.. even though those are not the up to date cartoon... but, 1 of them is on air right now which is tangled (repunzel).. huhu... owh, glad! xyah habiskan duit tgk kat panggung [sedangkan dlm hati, hanya Allah yang tahu betapa aku NAK G TGK KAT PANGGUNG-3D beb!!!] haha...

ok, enough story mory...i dedicate this song for all of you~ especially for my family and friends!!~

Bruno Mars- Count on me

^^^^pls click me^^^

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

url for youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwMvlNLV8ZU

with lyrics:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0X1UHzJP_Ic&feature=fvw

ok, thanx for reading!!~ salam'alaik

p/s: my dinner tonight are strawberry and banana... awww... best giler....

cerita lawak nabil

2011-01-10T18:36:00.003+02:00

aku ade cerite ni!

tau tak.. br2 ni smua org kene tegur ngan mak

mak sound la beberape perkara.. plus anak2 bujang punya bilik jgn d kunci

sbb nnti mak susah nk kejut subuh

pastu mak kate jgn nk samakan dgn kakak.. die pompuan kalo ade pape nnti susah n so on ler....

pd keesokkan hari nyer. nab teman aku p cari brg kat bangi

pastu die tanye aku..

ko ingat tak mak ckp ape smalam??

"anak laki jgn kunci pintu tido.. kakak lain sbb die anak dara n kalo ade pape sush.."

pastu die tanye..

“mcm mane kalo yang masuk tu penjahat perempuan?? kalo die nak ape2 kan nab..??”

smua tergelak giler oo..

mak ckp rezeki la ko yer nabil

so, how was that?? interesting, huh?? haha... that's my bro! missing them badly!

daaaaa~

post terakhir sebelum 2011...

2010-12-31T19:49:00.002+02:00

salam'alaik...

yes!!! ada jugak rasa nak update... haha.. memikirkan tahun ini adalah tahun yg paling sikit aku update jika nak dibandingkan dengan tahun lepas.... but, it doesn't mean i forget all the memories... sometimes it is hard to explain by words... the best is to keep it with you! don't you think so?

whateverlah kan... this year, i have a blast! to live another year with full of good memories..... yet, for everyday in our life there is a must for 'not so good' memories to be embedded in our mind.... but,the thing is, even though we hate the memories, we still remember it. [unless you make your memories to fade it away...] and life MUST go on!!

OMG! sorry guys... perut berkeroncong.. nak minta diisi mungkin... haha... kematian idea disini yer... idea telah ditutupi oleh bunyi perut yg sangat kuat... erk... selamat mizah tak ada kat bilik... klu tak malu jer dia dgr....

gomen'nasai [dengan gaya angguk2 kepala ala2 jepun tuh] ok, off me to goooo... daaaaaa~

alfu asifff!! [thousand apologize!!]

2010-12-19T13:20:00.021+02:00

salam'alaik...

maaf sangat2 semua pembaca2 sekalian... lagi2 ahli bait yang sabar menunggu post2 terbaru dari cik piah nih... alfu asiffff..... maaf tak terhingga..... nak ceritalah jugak kenapa lah saya ni nda UPDATED blog...

last julai, habis exam jalan2 g alex... pastu balik msia...pastu tunggu result... aigooo~ banyak yer pastu aku nih... huhu... ceritanyer; habislah bulan julai dan masuk pulak bulan ogos....before puasa, my brother, nabil was admitted in KPJ Damansara due to infection in the leg... after a week, my mother pulak perlu admitted in Hospital Pakar Al-Islam, kg baru, untuk buat endoscopy (waktu nih benggang gila sama kakak aku dzarifah tuh, doktor bagi dia masuk dan tgk endoscopy dijalankan... masyuk lahhh... rezeki dia betul tau) so, my father, my 2 sister and my 2 other brother alternate went to the hospital {both of my brother cannot 'ponteng sekolah', that's why diorg mengekor jer lepas balik sekolah tuh...} during my mom admitted, nabil insist for me to take care of him (cz he want to play game and watch movie in my computer, and need me for the password)....so, i'm fully at the hospital... nabil keluar ward after 2 days of puasa... awal2 tuh sedih sangat dia tak dapat terawih ramai2 dengan kami kat rumah nih.... alhamdulillah... my mother biopsy is normal and nothing's serious... nabil pulak, i pulak jadi nurse xbertauliah sapukan ubat satu badan dia... huhu... rutin harian yang baru tau... hehe....

memandangkan bulan ogos nih puasa, mak aku ndak bagi kami duk depan komputer lama2.... tapi anak dia nih nda mau dengar jugak...main fb jer keje PLUS download cerita banyak2!! aigoooo~ banyak bunyi THEN tak mau dgr nasihat punya anak nih... huhu~ kebetulan, kami dah start posting di Hospital Serdang.... kami di sini stand for my big sis, dzarifah and me.... tapi sempat yer 2 minggu jer.... nak buat mcm mana, next week tuh dah raya kan... so, tak ada harapan sangat nak sambung after cuti raya... huhu....

three days after raya, my grandmother [wan podeh] was admitted in Hospital Pakar Al-Islam, kg baru... due to edema of her leg, some infections in the lung {pneumonia} and cellulitis... so, between the grandchildren, we (my sisters and me) alternating with each other with our aunt and uncle to take care our grandma... so, it has being a very busy week...

after that, tahu2 jer lagi 2 minggu nak balik mesir... so, kelang kabut uruskan barang nak balik mesir... nak buat baju yer... nak buat tudung yer... nak kemas rumah yer... mcm2 lah... tapi dalam serabut2 tuh, aku sempat pergi kenduri kahwin intan syafinaz dan ustaz hanif.... moga mereka berkekalan hingga ke syurga!!~

so, lepas korang dah baca benda nih, korang ada rasa tak aku nih bz jer memanjang.. hehe... bz kalahkan perdana menteri... tapi perdana menteri tuh dia bz uruskan negara... yang aku nih???! haha... lagi satu, perdana menteri bz2 pun duit masuk... aku?!! hahahahaha :))

oklah, mcm membebel pun ada... tapi overall, cuti nih mmg ada di hospital shj tau... hehe... aku tgh merangka updated terbaru... hopefully bleh lah update lepas nih... huhu... that's all for now!~

take care~

saya malas ;)

2010-06-05T13:56:00.004+03:00

hype!! salam'alaik semua :)

actually this a continuation for my post in february and march... hehe... terus terang malas nak sambung... tapi sebab dah ada orang buat post pasal nih, so, i copy paste jer lah ek.. hehe...

Salam'alayk
share my winter hols 2010!

after finish my last mid-year exam,i got SMS from Mak,asked us to web-cam with her.
then, I knew Apak was suffered with Meningioma!
so they ask us to go back during winter hols.
destination : of course Malaysia!

What is Meningioma -Meningioma is the most common primary tumor of the CNS.naturally is benign but can be malignant.
Site - Temporal Frontal
Treatment - surgical removal,radiation,laser.(Doctor prefer surgical because the tumor is big)
Place : KPJ Damansara
This some picture during the hols.
Masa 3 hari pertama after arrived Malaysia,we just stayed at hospital satu family sbb Apak in ICU.
Apak masuk after Zuhr around 2pm Friday 5 February 2010

before enter OT
he took more than 1o tablets of steroid 2 days before

Masa tunngu apak kat luar OT, we non stop ulang alik depan OT tu sampai nurse kat situ suh datang after isya'.but we keep on doing the same thing.haha!(tak sedap hati sangat).nak dipendekkan cerita,selesai 9pm. the operation took 07:12:50:3 done by Dr Zurin,Neurologist KPJ Damansara then,Apak dimasukkan terus ke ICU for 3 days under control of morphine!

in ICU after operation.(2 days after!)

Masa apak kat ICU everyday,pagi-petang-malam kami jenguk!setiap kali jenguk baca al-quran atau mathurat.if my turn,bila tnya je apak nk angah baca apa?mathurat.masa tu menahan sebak tp lps tu baca surah pendek atleast.kesian adik kena curi2 masuk sebab dia bawah umur walaupun apak dah boleh jalan tp apak tak boleh keluar dr ICU.

during physiotherapy

during this happen,after Apak discharge from ICU not hospital yet, Nabil pula naik eczema dia! mmg Allah nak uji.selalu Nabil kena,the only person yang akan bawa pergi hospital,confirmla Apak.tp Alhamdulillah all this thing happen,all family members are around.Pak Yeh from UK blk next day after operation and he always around.stay at our house with Mak Teh (from kampung) and Mak Mah (from JB).Mak's side are coming everyday plus served our lunch.so Pak Yeh bawa Nab pergi Al-Islam Specialist Hosp, jumpa Pak Wak (Gastroenterologist) because there is no dermatologist or ophthalmologist around.eczema dia sampai kat mata. Ya Allah masa tu speechless! dia mengadu but i can't do anything! tak tahu progress dia before this.lastly Pak Wak cakap,if her glucose tinggi better masuk hospital because he taking steroid..masa tu ?? no other choice??huh!masa tu mmg doa is the best,sambil2 tggu result lab.tp rancangan Allah tu yg terbaik,his glucose normal,but he need to take extra pain killer(kesian Nab). Everyday our routine pergi KPJ la sampai apak keluar 2days after keluar dr ICU.he discharged on Wednesday, ta sampai seminggu pun duk hospital.

home is awesome!
(apak selalu cakap,"Apak tak sakit ngah"-kalau tak sakit takdo doktor nak bolah kepala de )

Okey inilah pengalaman cuti winter walaupun ada lagi tp tak tercerita! All this happen ada hikmahnya,setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya!Perancangan Allah tu yang terbaik.bila berlaku Allah kuatkan ukhuwah kami sekeluarga!
Hargaila ibubapa selagi mereka masih ada!mereka adalah hadiah terbaik!jangan putus berdoa buat mereka!(reminder for me)

Lastly,Jazakallahukhairan kathiroh especially to ALL family members (not forgotten Paklang Zaman,during this happen he's admitted in hospital because esophagus cancer),apak's friends(Bank Islam,Seleksi,KISDAR aka KUIS,Dar Al-Hikmah,UKM,ABIM,Cardiff,UK),mak's friends(Bank Islam,UITM),neighbors(Kg Padang Balang,Kg Sungai Ramal Dalam),doctors and nurses (Al-Islam Specialist Hospital and KPJ Damansara) for the unending supports!! hanya Allah yang dapat membalas jasa kalian!

alfu syukran!

hehe... so, ketara sangat bukan saya yg tulis.. ahakz~ wakaka.. nmpk sgt pemalas... saya copy paste jer ;)

ok, thats all~ daaaa~

salam'alaik

cerebellum...

2010-05-30T07:48:00.006+03:00

salam'alaik...

tomorrow is monday and i'm gonna seat for histology exam.. and today i've memorizing the facts of central nervous system... and i make such a lovely mnemonics... haha... nak bagi senang ingat... dah lah last minute study.. biasa lah tuh kan.. hehe... actually ianya lebih kepada cerebellum...

how to remember the connections of cerebellum...

cerebellum have 3 peduncles

1- inferior cerebellar peduncle

aff: DSeaf OVaRy atau sebutannya- deceive ovary....

*all aff ends with cerebellum

DC- desending spinocerebellar tract

EAF- external arcuate fibers

O- olivocerebellar fibers

V- vestibulocerebellar fibers

R- reticulocerebellar fibers

eff: OVaRy

*all eff start with cerebellum

O- cerebellOlivary

V- cerebelloVestibular

R-cerebelloReticular

2.middle cerebellar peduncles

Aff: CPC-kata lain nak ingat- sipi2 dengan pc

CPC-coricopontinecerebellar

pc-pontinocerebellar

eff: CP

CP-cerebellopontine

3.superior cerebellar peduncles

aff: VEST

VES- ventral spinocerebellar

T-tectocerebellar

eff: THRs (do you know THR hindi power??)

TH- cerebellothalamic

R-cerebello-rubrospinal

tu jer kot.. haha... skit nih jer ker? yup3... nnt ada idea lain, i jotted it down... next time?? maybe??

*this 'may be' and 'next time' cannot be trusted. hehe*

dada~

salam'alaik

Happy Exams Everyone!!~

2010-05-16T14:56:00.002+03:00

salam'alaik...

dah lama tak update blog... konon2 nyer nak tawaquf, tapi, when my cuzie mencari2 benda kat internet... i found something interesting!!

so, i dedicate all this to all my friends yg nak amik exam written this becoming wednesday~

The more you learn, the more you know

The more you know, the more you forget

The more you forget, the less you know

So.. Why learn.

Why student fails

WHY STUDENT FAIL

Sundays-52 in a year,Days left 313

Summer holidays 50,Days left 263

8 hrs daily sleep-130 days GONe, Days left 141

1 hr daily playing means 15 days,Days left 126

2 hrs daily for eating means 30 days.Days left 96,

1 hr talking means 15 days.,Days left 81

Exams days 35 days,Days left 46

Eid & Gov holidays 20, Days left 26

Movies,TV at least 25 days,Days left 1

That 1 day is your BIRTHDAY.

William Studyfear said…!!!
.
‘This life is too short even to get a full sleep…!
I don’t know how people find time to study…:

Thanks for Coming to Examination Hall!!~

Exam Patterns:
In 1998: Ans ALL Questions.
2008: Ans ANY 3 Questions
2015: Only Read Questions
2020: Thanks for Coming to Examination Hall.:-)

The Law Says
“If U Can’t Convince Them
Then At least Confuse Them”
Do You Know Which Law It Is?
.
.
.
This Is
“Law Of Answering In Examination”

Education is an organized system
through which we waste half of our life
to learn how to waste
the remaining half of our life!

Father to son:
If You don’t pass your Exams this time
Dont call me DAD,
After some days……..
Father:How is your result?
Son:Sorry Bashir Saab.

How many days it will take to read a book of 1000 pages?
writer: 6 months
doctor: 2 months
lawyer: 1 month
profsr: 1 week
student: only in one night right before the exam.

What is
M A T H S…..?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
M-Mental
A-Attack
T-To
H-Healthy
S-Student

The Most Unfulfilled Desire Of All Science Students Is…
A Bomb Should Have Fallen
Instead Of
An Apple On NEWTON…:D

First line to write in exams:
“All the answers written below
are imaginary and work of my creative mind.
Any resemblence to text book
is unintentional and purely accidental”

ok, last but not least...

Congratulations!
Good news for Zaqaziq University students
Exams of Uni have been postponed upto june
To confirm goto site
www.stop dreaming & start studying.com

To accomplish great things,
We must not only act,
But also dream,
Not only plan but also believe,
Best wishes for your exam...

Allahumma najjihna fil imtihan!!

salam'alaik

1st anniversary :)

2010-04-21T10:41:00.002+02:00

salam'alyk...

alhamdulillah.... semalam, genap dah umur blog setahun.... mcm tak caya jer.. entah apa2 lah yang aku dah type and post kat blog nih... terpikir jugak, ada tak blog ni memberi sedikit sebanyak ilmu, mahupun kesedaran ataupun keseronokkan kepada pembaca... jadi, sempena 1st anniversary nie, tuan punya blog nih nak mintak maap banyak2 kat semua pembaca, seandainya ada post2 yang terdahulu menyinggung perasaan mahupun mengundang berbagai spekulasi yang menyentuh ttg individu seseorg mahupun sekumpulan atau satu jamaah yang lain... maap yerrrr....

before this anniversary, i already change layout for almost 7+ times... and aku dah post sebanyak 51 post dalam blog nih... sesungguhnya, i'm not a good blogger... haha...

so, sempena 1st anniversary nih juga, saya mengalu2 kan kengkwn untuk link blog nih yer... :) huhu

salam'alyk~~dada~

p/s: sorry semalam nak post tapi internet bengzzzz..

have a blast~

2010-04-19T01:29:00.002+02:00

salam'alyk....

alhamdulillah... do-not-know-how-to-start- tetiba rasa kaku nak tulis apa pun tak tahu... tadi punya lah berlambak idea... haha...ok, firstly, syukurlillah and alhamdulillah-to the almighty which a give a chance for me to be his slave in this world for almost 20 years... opppssss... rasa tua yer... haha... no more 'one' in the front and no more teens in the back...

then, a great wishes to my twins- atiqah mamat and iffah (smkbbb)~

"may both of you, have a great life a head and barakallauma!! may Allah be with both of you in every steps you make"

thanx for the wishes from family and friends... really glad and grateful to know such a wonderful person as all of you... especially,my family, my mak, both of my sis, my dear brother[syaamil], my twin in egypt(tiqah), my friends in egypt and in msia... thank you for ur prayer and may the prayer continues to the end of my life :) [soorrry, if some of the name i don't jotted down]

last but not least, to my dears of Bait Nafiesah, more than all of you know, how i'm glad to know each one of you!! i really surprise!! i really do! but, sorry, korang nak kejut aku jer dah amik masa 10 minit agak2 nyer... haha :)) sooo sorrryyyy... i ni mmg kaki membuta ;) hehe....

ok, its already 2 o'clock... got to go for know.. takut tinggal subuh plak nnt... i'm gonna have a blast today!! yeahhhhh!! \\(^,^)//

dada~ salam'alyk

sushi versi malaysia dan mesir

2010-04-03T06:40:00.004+02:00

salam'alyk...

sori2 kpd sapa2 yg tgh menunggu saya mengupdate... saya janji untuk tunjuk gmbr sushi.. haha... klu org jepun tgk nih mesti mengeleng punyalah.... haha.... adaptasi ikut selera sendiri... oleh kerana lama dah tak buat sushi, mula2 nak buat tuh, adalah 2/3 kali tak jadi... alhamdulillah, tak membazir, sebab org yg buat nih terus masuk dalam mulut.. hehe.... akhirnya, sushi siap, aku pun kenyang.. haha.. at last yg menghabiskan sushi adalah ahli bait aku.. takut jugak tak ikut selera diorang, tapi, alhamdulillah, habis.... conclusi nyer, sushi tuh ikut selera msia lah.. hehe... so, layan jelah yer.... ;) ~salam'lyk

saya suka masak!!

2010-04-01T11:27:00.003+02:00

sungguh ketara yang ini bukan saya masak! hehe...

sumber gambar: google search :)

salam'alyk...

alhamdulillah..... dapat jugak mengupdate blog nih... saya malas nak updated.. sebab - saya malas + saya tak ada idea + internet kat rumah nih xbrapa bagus!! [alasan yg kurang muhasabah~hahaha :) sebab ahli bait saya dah berpuluh2 post, tapi saya baru satu! kadang2 tak ada langsung... huhu] ok, sekarang nak cerita sikit pasal my new hobbyyyy~

sejak bila yang tidak diketahui bila, saya baru rasa yang hobby saya adalah memasak! yeay!!! saya suka masak dan makan [opppssss~ saya makan tapi berpada2- kena jaga kesihatan dlm masa yg sama... say no to overweight!! yeay!!~overall, doktor mana bleh sakit kannnn???!!] sekarang saya tgh tunggu kuih bakar saya sedang masak.... tapi bakar atas api-hasilnyer hangit dibawah- tapi atas still sedap ;) resepi kuih bakar amik masa blog walking tadi.. hehe... suka tgk gambar makanan2 yang diorang tunjukkan dlm blog... terliur dibuat yer... tuh yang sume nak dicuba masak... haha... tapi mana nak sama sangat dengan diorang buat... kat egypt nih susah nak cari barang2 masak msia... e.g: tepung ubi, tepung pulut. pulut sendiri pun susah nak jumpa kot and etc...

dan, esk turn saya masak, saya nak cuba buat sushi... tapi bukat real sushi- adaptation from sushi... versi egypt and msia! hehe... bcz susah nak cari seaweed + crab stick + beras jepun etc... jadi, insyaAllah, saya akan post gmbr sushi tuh ek [klu jadi la...hehe :)] resepi hanya akan ditulis jika ada permintaan.. hehe.... ok... bye3...

salam'alyk

buku dan saya~

2010-03-24T00:06:00.004+02:00

salam'alyk...

saya malas nak type sekarang.... cuma nak meng'update' blog makin lama makin dibiar sepi tiada penghuni.. huhu.... ayat maju gler.. hehe...

'saya rindu nak pergi pesta buku!'

-akhirnya, terluah juga apa yang dirasa.. uwaaahhhhh :'( -

sedih sangat, this year tak pergi mana2 pesta buku, di malaysia mahupun egypt... sedih3!!!

bukan beria2 sangat nak pergi, cuma rasa sedih bila tak dapat beli buku yang diskaun yer melambung2~

tak bleh nak bajet beli buku banyak2 dengan nilai RINGGIT MALAYSIA dan EGYPTIAN POUND yang sedikit.. huhu... saya rasa sedikit pelik cz tak dapat jimat banyak2... pelik? yer mmg pelik, bcz saya hantu buku-tapi buku medic tak habis lagi dihafal... adui....

[ hantu buku: beli buku, baca sekali dan simpan buat collections yer ;) ]

ok, esk ada quiz anatomy, saya tak baca apa2 lagi!!! yeah!!! haha :))

insyaAllah, esk ada gap 1 jam, mintak2 bleh baca dan melekat-aminnnnnn~

daaaaaa everyone~~~~

DON'T WAIT FOR MY NEXT POST!!

nite_thank you_dada_salam'lyk

about cancer...

2010-03-15T09:59:00.002+02:00

salam'alyk....

sorry... belum sempat untuk buat post sambungan untuk last post tuh... need more time.. i'm quite bz this week... ada festival kat sini... ada exam tomorrow [exm repeat histo ari tuh kena tangguh (-.-)"] kena buat assignment lahhh... mcm2 lah.. pack rutin ku this week... hehe.. so, i gonna change the topic and story to all of you about cancer, in spite of telling the story about my father ;)

about cancer... thanx to my mom for sending email about this story....

Actual case studies, very important, please read patiently and pass this on..

Even if you have read this before, you should reread this, especially the list of acidic and alkaline foodstuff , best to read several times and remember..

Please read this article in full patiently, it will be helpful to your health.

More than 30 years ago, a Mr Zhang who worked in the public sales department of a Taipei Brewery, participated in the brewery overseas study selection examination, and passed with flying colours.

Before going overseas during the physical examination at a public hospital, it was discovered that he had a lung tumour the size of a child's fist, and therefore was unable to go overseas to study.

The greatly disappointed Mr Zhang had always been suspicious that the diagnosis was wrong.. So he went to another hospital for a check-up, the result confirm that previous diagnosis was not in error.

For the youthful and healthy Mr Zhang to be stricken down with such aterminal illness, in his despair, he rang his old classmate who at the time was Taidong County Government, Huangsun County Mayor's secretary, Mr Wei.

Mr Wei rushed to Taipei during his rest day on a Sunday to see Mr Zhang..
Mr Zhang discussed with Mr Wei in detail his despair and pessimism, and entrusted his friend regarding his affairs after his death. Coincidentally, Mr Wei was a good friend of Dr Lu Geling, who was in charge of the Maijie Hospital, 1945-55, and specialized in the clinical research into cancer cases.

He immediately suggested that Mr Zhang go to see Dr Lu for treatment. At first, Mr Zhang said he preferred not to see anymore doctors, so as not to add further to his misery.

But Mr Wei told him that he had telephoned Dr Lu before to seek his advice and arranged an appointment. Mr Zhang felt obligated and went with Mr Wei to meet Dr Lu.

When Dr Lu met with Mr Zhang, Dr Lu said: ' Mr Wei is a friend and introduced you and I to get to know each other. This is destiny. Thank you. Let me ask you do you know why is cancer referred to as terminal illness?'

Both Mr Zhang and Mr Wei did not know how to answer.

Dr Lu explained: 'There are only two approaches taken by humans to treat cancer to-date. The first is to destroy the source of the disease. The second is to increase the capability to fight the disease.

But the strange thing is that, whether we use Cobalt 60 or other drugs to destroy the cancer cells, before the cancer cells are killed, the good cells are destroyed first..

On the other hand, no matter what nutrients or supplements we use, before the good cells have a chance to absorb them, the cancer cells have taken them up and it simply speeds up the growth of cancer..

Therefore both approaches are doomed to failure, that is why cancer is terminal.'

Dr Lu continues: 'Human beings are most clever, they have successfully landed on the moon. But why is it no one ever questioned the above two approaches for treating cancer which are nothing but self defeating dead-ends, and try to seek a third avenue?

When I was conducting clinical research in Majie Hospital, I had many opportunities to work with and being helped by many colleagues in the Hospital. I discovered that the blood tests of 100% of the cancer patients showed that the blood samples are acidic.

Those Buddhist monks and nuns who are long term vegetarians and live very close to Nature, their blood are prevalently weakly alkaline and amongst them, there has yet to discover any cancer cases.

Therefore, I boldly concluded that under weakly alkaline condition, cancer cells are not able to grow, or even to survive.

Mr Zhang, I would suggest that starting from now you reduce your intake of the acidic meaty dishes……….

Take more of the alkaline food. In addition you can take green algae and soup made from water chestnuts with skin,

modify your physical condition, and try seriously to have a regular life style which is close to Nature;

If you can manage to stay alive for five years, you should have no further problem. I wish you the best of luck.'

Mr Zhang followed Dr Lu's suggestion and seriously altered his eating habits.

Every day, he ate green algae, drank chestnut soup, be optimistic and did an appropriate amount of exercise, and went back to the same public hospital for a check up. It was discovered that not only that the tumour did not increase in size, on the contrary it showed signs of shrinking, and surprised the hospital staff conducting the check-up as a miracle.. Five years later, the tumour had shrunk to such a state as to almost disappear..

After almost 40 years, presently Mr Zhang's health is totally normal, and living a very pleasant life.

Following Mr Zhang, a Mr Chen Tianshou, who was previously Head of the General Administration of the Taidong Provincial Hospital , was similarly diagnosed with lung cancer.

When Mr Wei heard of this, he told Mr Chen of the experience of Mr Zhang, and Mr Chen started to follow the instructions of Dr Lu to change his physical condition. The outcome was that he was able to recover fully from the cancer, just like Mr Zhang.

At that time, Mr Lu and his family have emigrated to the United States . After the two cases, he returned to Taiwan and met up with Mr Wei.

Mr Wei told Dr Lu about the experiences of Mr Zhang and Mr Chen, and suggested that let the two of them detailed their experiences to Dr Lu in person, so that Dr Lu could publish a report on his self cure body conditioning method.

Dr Lu very humbly replied:

'I am too old, besides, I do not have any clinical records of the outcomes. I would ask that you tell your friends and relatives, if they are agreeable, then please continue this experience and spread the words ⋯ ⋯
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One should take care of oneself but should also be caring about others, 85% of cancer patients have acidic in their physical condition.

*** Blood of healthy persons is weakly alkaline in nature,

with a pH of about 7.35 to 7.45

*** Babies' blood A type is also weakly acidic

*** As adults mature their blood becomes more acidic in nature

According to a study of 600 cancer patients, of their bodily fluid, 85% of the patients are acidic

Therefore, how to maintain the weakly acidic nature of our body is the first step for moving far away from diseases.

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Acidic physical conditions manifest itself in:

1. Skin without lustre

2. Athlete's foot

3. Feeling tire even with very little exercise, and falling asleep

the moment one gets on to public buses

4. Easily out of breath going up and down stairs

5. Fat and with lower stomach protruding,

6. Move slowly and movement lethargic

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Why does the body physical condition turn acidic?

1. Excessive intake of dairy acidic food

a) meat, dairy products, eggs, beef, ham, etc are acidic food

b) taking too much acidic food will cause the blood to become

acidic and viscous, difficult to flow to the end of blood

vessels, leading to cold feet or knee, stiff shoulders and

insomnia.

c) When one is young and strong, taking suitable quantity of meat

is appropriate, but older people it more suitable to have a

diet which are primarily vegetables ..

2. Irregularity in the pace of life will cause the body physical

condition to become acidic

a) Irregular pace in life will lead to mental and physical stress

b) According to statistics, people who sleep late are more likely

to have cancer than normal persons, by as much as 5 times.

c) Human beings originally lead a life with regular tempo in

this world, it is not possible to store up sleep or food and

not possible to change the order of living by mixing up days

and nights.

d) Human organs are controlled by the autonomic nerves, and

during day time it is mainly sympathetic nerves activities, and at

night it is mainly the parasympathetic nerves which are

functioning, If this order is disturbed and reversed, then

diseases will result.

3. Emotion over tensed

a) Civilised society brings stresses

b) Job related or mental stresses

c) A person suffers mental stress, when the stress is removed

and the person relaxes, sometimes this may lead to death,

referred to as the syndrome of imperfect adrenal cortex

function.

4. Physical Stress

a) Before any operation it would be necessary to check to see

if the renal cortex does function normally. If the adrenal

cortex is lacking, or if the stress imposed by the operation

exceeded the ability of adrenal cortex to cope, it could lead

to death or other undesirable impacts.

b) If it noted that patient's face is puffy, it would be necessary

to inquire in detail the patient's medical history and medication

status, for patients taking adrenal cortical hormone, extra care

should be exercise when administering acupuncture.

c) Stress due to physical labour or exercise in excess, whole

night card games, driving etc should be avoided as much as

possible

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Appendix:

Acidity/alkalinity of Common food stuff

1. Strongly acidic food:

egg yolk, cheese, cake make with white sugar or persimmon,

mullet fish roe, dried cod.

2. Mildly acidic food:

ham, bacon, chicken meat, squid, pork, eel, beef, bread, wheat,

butter, horse meat etc

3. Weakly acidic food:

white rice, peanut, oil fried tofu, sea weed, clam,

4. weakly alkaline food:

red bean, radish, apple , cabbage, tofu etc.

5. Mildly alkaline food:

dried radish, soya bean, carrot, tomato, banana, orange, pumpkin

strawberry, egg white, dried plum, lemon, spinach, etc.

6. Strongly alkaline food:

grape, tea leave, grape wine, kelp sprout, kelp, etc.

Especially natural green algae which contain rich

quantity of chlorophyll are very good alkaline health food, but

tea should not be drunk in excess, and best to drink in the

morning.

Share this with all your friends, it is a Blessing...........

ok, thanx for reading my blog!! jom kita sama2 berubah kepada lebih baik!!!

salam'alyk

alhamdulillah....

2010-03-13T08:08:00.002+02:00

salam'alyk..

alhamdulillah.. hari nih dapat berita gembira dari msia... alhamdulillah, apak recovery was really great!! he can started to drive.. and can't wait to see he driving.. luv you pak!! hehe.... do you know about this?? nope?? hehe.. i'll tell you the story next post ya!! daaa~

salam'alyk....

teda keja nih...

2010-03-04T13:43:00.003+02:00

salam'alyk....

hai everyone...

aku tak tahu apa nak jadi ngan aku nih.. suddenly, very pleasant to post sumthing in the blog, though, there is nothing actually nak cerita cerinti.. hehe... just want to share my assignment which my anatomy lecture told us to make some sort of essay about head and neck... my lecture have given us a task before the winter break, but, i totally forgot in the circumstances [to be exact, it is 3 weeks before winter break]... and when i started class after the winter break, [about two weeks after winter holidays-one weeks EXTRA holidays and a week of class] then i realize, i'm not even sketch it yet... Astaghfirullah.. i'm totally forgot! then, with the help of my accompany (of cause my lovely computer), my housemate, and very2 important in this mission is the internet!!! haha... alhamdulillah internet tak meragam hari nih.. klu tak, pening pale tuh... hehe... i present you my assignment title which is less than an hour to make it :)~ [just click on the title,it can goes directly to web that i copy paste from it.. hehe... bcz i'm sooo lazy to copy and paste it in the blogs ;)]

Swimmer's Ear

hehe...actually, not this web only, other web too, but already missing it URL... so, enjoy reading the info!!~

salam'alyk

p/s: as usual, don't wait for my next post~ and pls pray for my histo exam :)

i'm in a happy moood :)

2010-03-03T21:09:00.002+02:00

salam'alyk everyone ...

i'm in really2 happy mood.. hehe :) y? bcz baru lepaskan tension ngan kakak2 ku n ngarut2 ngan diorang.. mcm ada kat msia jer... itulah sekarang, dunia dihujung jarilah katakan.. fuhhhh.. saya rindu nak balik msia ;) hehe (konon2 homesick :D)

cuti winter hari tuh, my youngest brother, syaamil, tetiba buat kejutan bagi satu games, games balas pantun.. at last2, dia yang terdiam sebab my sisters and me yang banyak berbalas pantun.. hehe :) [gaya mcm aku banyak berbalas pantun jer~ haha] then, secara tak langsung, my last conference ust now with my sisters tetiba start balik games yang dah stop tuh.... you can see through my fb, how they can become a sasterawanita with all those broken grammar... haha ;)

anyway, i'm loving the games... merapatkan ukhwah antara adik beradik.

luv them all!!! ana bahibbak awi3 (to: mak, apak, along, angah, kamil, nabil and adik)

my last 'pantun' to my sisters,

gaduh kita jangan terasa hati,

moga kita jumpa julai nnti...

like the last post, pls don't wait for my next post :D

salam'alyk

excited!!~

2010-03-02T15:03:00.003+02:00

salam'alyk..

hai everyone.. today, a very excited day for me.. haha.. a new template and a new post.. a quite interesting for me-to be like this.. haha.. semangat apa entah, tetiba jer nak tukar background and all those things, and very2 difficult things for me is updating blog, then, today, suddenly started to type and updating...

alhamdulillah, i already arrived in Egypt last Thursday (after a few days of class and jet lag, then, i post something in my blog... need so much time just to post this in the blog~) started class as usual, despite of i already miss a week of class-then, i am cool as i never miss those class... can you imagine me relax like nothing happens?? haha.. that's me :)

but, after all, i'm glad, i'm not miss many class as i expected... only a few... but, those FEW class is very2 hard to replace and a bit disappointed becz i'm not attending it... so, after this, no more absent!! ok, everyone, let's make a promise for ourselves, no more absent!! haha :)) [i supposed it is for me only :)~haha...]

pls don't misunderstand, i miss those class bcz i'm in msia and be with my family (they need my sister and me more than anyone else)...

oh, forget to tell y'all sumthing, i need to repeat my histology mid year exam because my mark is below than 14.... i want to tell you, my mark is 13.5... Allahhu rabbi, can you imagine how i felt?? stress!! haha... but, on the bright side, if i study good enough now, i can relax a bit when final comes, insyaAllah....

ok, already asar!! i'm not changed yet...so, bye everyone... don't wait for my next post ya!! hehe...

salam'alyk

im back!

2010-02-15T17:06:00.007+02:00

salam'alyk

at last, ada juga mood untuk mengupdate! fuhhhhhhh... lamanyer nak tunggu saya update blog... tak per lah, at least i'm updating rite now... hehe.. this post will be rich with medical terms and i know it must be really boring for those who are not interested in medical course. but, sometimes, it can make you know something new and learn more about something which is common. but, less common for those who not experience it...

this post is about MENINGIOMA~

Meningiomas are the second most common primary tumor of the central nervous system arising from the arachnoid "cap" cells of the in arachnoid villi the meninges. These tumors are usually benign in nature; however, they can be malignant.

overall it is a tumor... and if somebody says, it is tumor, then, others will think that it is a serious case. yes, it is serious when the tumor is hitting the brain. but when the tumour is outside the brain like meningioma, it is symptomless... so, it less serious, but need a major operation, before it is to big and started hitting the brain...(i'm talking about the benign meningioma)

diagnosis: Meningiomas are readily visualized with contrast CT, MRI with gadolinium, and arteriography, all attributed to the fact that meningiomas are extra-axial and vascularized. CSF protein is usually elevated if lumbar puncture is attempted.

treatment:

Observation

Observation with close imaging follow-up can be used in select cases if a meningioma is small and asymptomatic. In a retrospective study on 43 patients, it was found that 63% of patients had no growth on follow-up, and the 37% found to have growth grew at an average of 4 mm / year.In this study, younger patients were found to have tumors that were more likely to grow on repeat imaging, thus are poorer candidates for observation.

Observation is not recommended in tumors that are already causing symptoms. Furthermore, close follow-up with imaging is required with an observation strategy to rule out an enlarging tumor.

Surgical resection

Meningiomas can usually be surgically resected with permanent cure if the tumor is superficial on the dural surface and easily accessible. Transarterial embolization has become a standard preoperative procedure in the preoperative management. If invasion of the adjacent bone occurs, total removal is nearly impossible. Malignant transformation is rare.

Radiation therapy

Radiation therapy may include Gamma Knife, proton beam treatment, or fractionated external beam radiation. Gamma Knife radiosurgery can be used in lieu of surgery in small tumors located away from critical structures. Fractionated external beam radiation can also be used as primary treatment for tumors that are surgically unresectable, or for patients who are inoperable for medical reasons.

Conventional chemotherapy

Current chemotherapies are likely not effective. Antiprogestin agents have been used, but with variable results. Recent evidence that hydroxyurea has the capacity to shrink unresectable or recurrent meningiomas is being further evaluated.

A variety of symptoms are possible, depending primarily on the location of the meningioma.

Seizures — Seizures (sometimes called "fits") are the result of disorganized electrical activity in the brain. They can cause a person to pass out, involuntarily move the arms and legs, and/or lose muscle control throughout the body. Seizures are also seen in patients with epilepsy and other neurologic disorders. Among patients with meningioma, seizures are the most common presenting symptom and occur in 30 to 40 percent of patients.

Neurologic symptoms — Symptoms of a meningioma develop as a result of abnormal functioning of a specific area of the brain. This usually occurs when the tumor presses on normal brain tissue. The symptoms depend upon the location of the meningioma within the brain and the function of that particular area (eg, movement, vision, hearing, sense of balance).

A wide range of symptoms can be seen in patients with meningiomas. Some examples include:

Visual changes - Individuals with a meningioma may experience a variety of visual difficulties such as loss of vision in one eye, blind spots, or blurred or double vision. Visual changes may not be noticed by the patient, and may only be noticed as a result of detailed testing.
Hearing loss - Meningiomas can cause hearing loss by damaging or compressing the cochlear nerve, which transmits nerve impulses from the ear to the brain.
Mental status changes - Patients with large meningiomas on the undersurface of the brain may have subtle changes in their personality or mental status, causing the person to appear that they are not paying attention or are forgetful.
Arm and/or leg weakness - A meningioma can cause different patterns of weakness in the arms and legs, depending upon the location of the tumor. As an example, parasagittal meningiomas (ie, tumors located along the separation of the right and left halves of the brain,may cause weakness in both legs. In contrast, tumors arising at the foramen magnum (ie, the location where the base of the brain connects to the spinal cord) may produce a progressive weakness first in the arm and then progresses to involve the leg on the same side, followed by similar changes on the other side of the body.

Obstructive hydrocephalus — As meningiomas grow, they may block the flow of spinal fluid (referred to as obstructive hydrocephalus). Spinal fluid is a clear liquid that is produced within the brain; it functions to fill and protect spaces within and around the brain and spinal cord. If the flow of spinal fluid is blocked, pressure within the head increases. As the pressure on the brain increases, a person may experience headaches (particularly in the morning), nausea, and vomiting. If the condition is untreated, the person may become unable to respond to those around him or her (called a coma).

i feel a bit tired to continue. and it is already finish i guess... the info is not from me, i have an experience about it. so, i google it. it is from wikipedia and up to date for patients websites.. rajin yer saya nak mencari bahan.. hahaha.. minta maaf lah yer, saya rajin untuk copy and paste saja.. hehe... sometimes, we need to know about those things, sediakan payung sebelum hujan... i tried to search for MRI images or CT images, but, i don't satisfied with the images.. hehe.. im not a doctor yet... so, don't know how to look for the tumor for MRI and CT image. (reality yer.. haha)

so, beware everyone.. take care of yourself and people around you... do a medical check up always...

maybe that's all for now.... thank you for reading this boring post ;)

salam'alyk

p/s: i just notice that my title for this post very unsuitable.. haha :))

sakit itu kifarah dosa...

2009-12-24T23:01:00.000+02:00

salam'alaik...

ahamdulillah.. syukur yang tak terhingga, diberi lagi nafas untuk hidup di dalam islam, iman dan ihsan Allah SWT...sori sangat2 for those yang tunggu post dari saya yer... a few weeks nih ada dua tiga nikmat yang Allah tarik daripada hamba nih...

last two weeks, ada fatayat games... memandangkan den dah lamo tak main, jadi, punyolah den main sakan... last2 sendiri menyesal, cz lactic acid berkumpul di dalam muscle2 ku.. haha... keesokkan hari nyer, nikmat sihat dan berjalan normal ditarik seketika... waktu tuh baru sedar, selama nih kita tak sedar nikmat sihat dan normal itu sangatlah bermakna...berjalan waktu tuh lagi lambat dari mak cik2 arab tuh tau.. hehe... susahkan orang pun satu hal jugak... kesian ahli baitku, sorang2 kena temankan aku yang tertinggal kat belakang lagi2 min.. hehe... sori sangat min, really appreciate min and my other housemate... klu bab sakit nih, aku rasa bukan kifarah dosa, tapi menyihatkan badan... hehe.. tapi niat itu yang paling utama...klu kita nak sihat untuk belajar, its okay, rite?? dan belajar kerana Allah, kan?? bila kita sihat baru boleh beribadah dengan mudah... teringat plak syarat2 haji dan umrah- mampu: dari segi fizikal, mental dan kewangan kan.... hehe... (klu salah betulkan yer...)

and last week, betul2 uji keimanan aku nih.. astaghfirullah... entah mana silap aku, aku salah kunyah ker entah apa kena kan, bengkak gusi dan pipi ku yang dah memang tembam nih.. waaa... dahsyat sangat waktu tuh... pastu malam tuh memenuhi jemputan di rumah ana,k.nik, ngan aiman... segan sangat, dahlah pipi tembam sebelah.. wakaka (gelak terguling2 nih)... bayangkanlah, memang tgh sakit nih... nak makan pun payah, tapi kena makan jugak, klu tak orang kata apa plak kan, dah kita mmg datang nak penuhi undangan kan..aduiiii... tapi usahakan jugak makan, walaupun sikit... hehe...and then, malam tuh jugak, saya dah tak tahan!!!! min tolong temankan farih g jumpa dentist.... and then, yang tak bleh blaaa tuh, doktor tuh cakap, yang aku sampai bila2 akan ingat (slagi aku tak hilang ingatanlah kan, na'uzubillah) "your 3rd molar tooth will be surgically removed"... waduhhhh, aku tengah tak ada duit nih.. aduii... sakit lagi nih... by hook or by crook (betul tak spelling aku tuh?? or betul tak peribahsa tuh??) kena ikut jugak apa doktor cakap kan....

then, i send a few msg to my mom. and that evening, angah msg to see her after my sc -to call msia... then, i called my mom that evening... mak aku sempat lagi buat lawak tau...dia cakap "klu wisdom tooth ko dah kena buang, ko dah tak wisdomlah kan?? hahahha...." (translate ke dalam bahasa aku, entah mcm mana entah mak aku cakap, yang aku ingat tuh kot...) dalam hati aku tahu, mak aku nak sedapkan hati aku nih... aku plak lupa, hari jumaat tuh diorang cuti maal hijrah... i've alread send my mom an email about the surgery a day before.. and she gave me a few words -through email last monday- a day after i had my surgery-sunday....

sunday- what happen??? haha.. pagi mcm biasa, g kelas, balik kelas... tengok movie pastu, sedar2 jer dah isyak, dan kena g klinik waktu tuh juga.. haha... terus darah mengalir dengan laju nyer + tachychardialah sekejap... astaghfirullah.. rasa mcm nak tercabut jantung- sampai sakit2 dada tuh... hahahah.. lawak sangat bila cerita balik.. hehe.. tahu tak kenapa?? kerana ini adalah first time saya dioperate- walaupun minor operation, dan dijahit dan cabut gigi dekat dentist (ye kot-klu kecik2 saya dah tak ingat) one more thing, yang lagi2 tak bleh blaaa, aku baru jer belajar pasal lingual nerve ptg tuh.. waduh3.. bertambah2 bimbang aku dibuat yer. teringat-ingat doktor insaf cakap " it always to be an injury to this (lingual nerve) becouse the nerve is covered by ONLY mucosa of the mouth..." perhatian yer ada tekanan disituh... hahahah

ok, after that g lah klinik, pastu doktor check, xray bagai.. pastu, doktor cucuk saya dengan anaesthatic.. tunggu sejam dua, buat orang tertunggu2 dan yang paling geram, adalah 'ammu arab nih bagi budak kecik masuk dulu!!!! gerammmmm.... saya dah bedebar dan anaesthatic nih mcm dah nak hilang okay?? tak perlah, mcm kesian jugak tgk mak budak tuh, merayu2 jer...ok, fine, dia masuk dulu... tetiba rasa puas hati, sebab budak tuh cepat jer keluar PLUS menangis2 melalak gituh.... hahaha.. aku tak tahu aku puas hati yang mana- dia keluar cepat atau dia menangis bila keluar.. hahahaha

and then, one more thing that will not be experience in msia(insyaAllah), i'm preparing my own operation, can you imagine that??? the doktor say "you need to buy this things for the operation" aku pun dengan semangat nih, pergi beli, dengan cepat plak tuh, cz aku ingat dia nak cepat takut anaesthetic aku hilang.. hahaha..last2 tunggu sejam jugak... selamat dia buat operation tuh cepat. mcm tak sampai 5 minit kot.. hehe...

then, malam tuh after anaesthatic tuh dah hilang.. SAKIT!!!!!! Allahuakbar.... tekanan nih.. susah mahu tidur.. tapi akhir nyer, tertido bersama ais yang sejuk... (berdasarkan apa yang doktor suruh yer, bukan buat saja2 nih)... then, esk yer saya tak pergi kelas... miss kelas biochem ngan lab physio... menyesal sangat.. tapi dah sakit, nak buat mcm mana... selasa, i went to the class- tapi tengah hari tuh gigi nih sedikit mencucuk-cucuk, tapi ditahan kerana kelas habis awal...and wednesday- im not going. pagi2 lagi gigi nih sakit.. tido lepas subuh... housemate nakg kelas bangun, makan + makan ubat, tido balik, pastu bangun2 tgk2 dah kul 2 (asar kul 2.45 yer)
solat, makan + makan ubat balik... pastu lepak atas katil dengan bertemankan air panas plak (tuam kat muka yer)....

ok, itulah cerita saya yer... jarang sakit, skali sakit meragam jer kot...tapi alhamdulillah, semua nyer ok dah, insyaAllah... biiznillah, isnin nih nak buka jahitan...nak cerita nyer, sakit itu memerlukan kesabaran... dan aku belajar sabar dari sakit nih.. dan sakit nih dari Allah.. jadi, sebagai pengajaran yer, Allah sedang mentarbiah diriku yang hina ini...

*alamak, gigi nih kadang2 mencucuk(sprt skrang)- tolong doakan saya cepat sembuh*
-mcm mana xsakit, duk depan lappy jer dari tadi.. hahaha-

semoga ambil iktibar yer...

KENYATAAN HIDUP DISEBALIK PERMAINAN INI.

2009-12-08T15:40:00.002+02:00

Seorang guru wanita sedang bersemangat mengajarkan sesuatu kepada
murid-muridnya. Ia duduk menghadap murid-muridnya. Di tangan kirinya ada
kapur, di tangan kanannya ada pemadam. Guru itu berkata, "Saya ada satu
permainan... Caranya begini, ditangan kiri saya ada kapur, di tangan
kanan ada pemadam. Jika saya angkat kapur ini, maka berserulah "Kapur!",
jika saya angkat pemadam ini, maka katalah "Pemadam!"
Murid muridnya pun mengerti dan mengikuti. Guru berganti-gantian
mengangkat antara kanan dan kiri tangannya, semakin lama semakin cepat.
Beberapa saat kemudian guru kembali berkata, "Baik sekarang perhatikan.
Jika saya angkat kapur, maka sebutlah "Pemadam!", jika saya angkat
pemadam, maka katakanlah "Kapur!". Dan diulangkan seperti tadi, tentu
saja murid-murid tadi keliru dan kekok, dan sangat sukar untuk
mengubahnya. Namun lambat laun, mereka sudah biasa dan tidak lagi kekok.
Selang beberapa saat, permainan berhenti.
Sang guru tersenyum kepada murid-muridnya. "Murid-murid, begitulah kita
umat Islam. Mulanya yang haq itu haq, yang bathil itu bathil. Kita
begitu jelas membezakannya. Namun kemudian, musuh musuh kita memaksakan
kepada kita dengan perbagai cara, untuk menukarkan sesuatu, dari yang
haq menjadi bathil, dan sebaliknya. Pertama-tama mungkin akan sukar bagi
kita menerima hal tersebut, tapi kerana terus disosialisasikan dengan
cara-cara menarik oleh mereka, akhirnya lambat laun kamu akan terbiasa
dengan hal itu. Dan anda mulai dapat mengikutinya. Musuh-musuh kamu
tidak pernah berhenti membalik dan menukar nilai dan ketika.
"Keluar berduaan, berkasih-kasihan tidak lagi sesuatu yang pelik, Zina
tidak lagi jadi persoalan, pakaian seksi menjadi hal yang lumrah, tanpa
rasa malu, sex sebelum nikah menjadi suatu kebiasaan dan trend, hiburan
yang asyik dan panjang sehingga melupakan yang wajib adalah biasa,
materialistik kini menjadi suatu gaya hidup dan lain lain." "Semuanya
sudah terbalik. Dan tanpa disedari, anda sedikit demi sedikit
menerimanya tanpa rasa ia satu kesalahan dan kemaksiatan. Paham?" tanya
Guru kepada murid-muridnya. "Paham cikgu..."

"Baik permainan kedua..." begitu Guru melanjutkan.

"Cikgu ada Qur'an, cikgu akan letakkannya di tengah karpet. Sekarang
anda berdiri di luar karpet. Permainannya adalah, bagaimana caranya
mengambil Qur'an yang ada ditengah tanpa memijak karpet?" Murid-muridnya
berpikir. Ada yang mencuba alternatif dengan tongkat, dan lain-lain.
Akhirnya Guru memberikan jalan keluar, digulungnya karpet, dan ia ambil
Qur'an. Ia memenuhi syarat, tidak memijak karpet . "Murid-murid,
begitulah ummat Islam dan musuh-musuhnya. .. Musuh-musuh Islam tidak
akan memijak-mijak anda dengan terang-terang. ..Kerana tentu anda akan
menolaknya mentah mentah. Orang biasapun tak akan rela kalau Islam
dihina dihadapan mereka. Tapi mereka akan menggulung anda perlahan-lahan
dari pinggir, sehingga anda tidak sadar.

"Jika seseorang ingin membuat rumah yang kuat, maka dibina tapak yang
kuat. Begitulah Islam, jika ingin kuat, maka bangunlah aqidah yang kuat.
Sebaliknya, jika ingin membongkar rumah, tentu susah kalau dimulai dgn
tapaknya dulu, tentu saja hiasan-hiasan dinding akan dikeluarkan dulu,
kerusi dipindahkan dulu, Almari dibuang dulu satu persatu, baru rumah
dihancurkan. ..."

"Begitulah musuh-musuh Islam menghancurkan kita. Ia tidak akan
menghentam terang-terangan, tapi ia akan perlahan-lahan meletihkan anda.
Mulai dari perangai anda, cara hidup, pakaian dan lain-lain, sehingga
meskipun anda muslim, tapi anda telah meninggalkan ajaran Islam dan
mengikuti cara yang mereka... Dan itulah yang mereka inginkan." "Ini
semua adalah fenomena Ghazwul Fikri (Perang Pemikiran). Dan inilah yang
dijalankan oleh musuh musuh kita... "

"Kenapa mereka tidak berani terang-terang memijak-mijak cikgu?" tanya
murid- murid. "Sesungguhnya dahulu mereka terang-terang menyerang,
misalnya Perang Salib, Perang Tartar, dan lain-lain. Tapi sekarang tidak
lagi." "Begitulah Islam... Kalau diserang perlahan-lahan, mereka tidak
akan sedar, akhirnya hancur. Tapi kalau diserang serentak
terang-terangan, mereka akan bangkit serentak, baru mereka akan sadar".
"Kalau begitu, kita selesaikan pelajaran kita kali ini, dan mari kita
berdoa dahulu sebelum pulang..." Matahari bersinar terik takala
anak-anak itu keluar meninggalkan tempat belajar mereka dengan pikiran
masing-masing di kepalanya...

RENUNGILAH SAHABAT SEMUA..

TOLONG SEBARKAN PADA SAUDARA2 ISLAM KITA..MOGA ALLAH MEMBERI TAUFIQ DAN

HIDAYAH PADA KITA DAN KELUARGA KITA... MARILAH KITA SAMA2 SEDAR BAHAWA

AGAMA, BANGSA DAN TANAHAIR KITA SEMAKIN TERANCAM!

UMAT ISLAM SEMAKIN MUDAH DIBELI DENGAN WANG RINGGIT, DILALAIKAN DENGAN

KEINDAHAN DAN MEMUJA KESERONOKAN HIDUP, HINGGA HILANG MARUAH DAN HARGA

DIRI!!

JUSTERU, MARILAH, KITA BETULKAN APA YG TERMAMPU BERSAMA2..USAH HANYA

BILA SEGALANYA SUDAH TERJADI, SAMA SEPERTI SAUDARA KITA DINEGARA2

LAINNYA, BARU KESEDARAN ITU TIMBUL, MUNGKIN MASIH BELUM TERLAMBAT TAPI

KITA SUDAH TERLEWAT UTK MERUBAH DAN MEMBAIKI KEROSAKAN YG DIALAMI.

YA ALLAH, SATUKANLAH UMAT ISLAM.. AMIIINN...

put your priority first!!

2009-12-04T21:35:00.008+02:00

When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class

And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again
If the jar was full... They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand

And poured it into the jar.. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions –

Things that if everything else was lost

And only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are
Important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Playwith your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter..
Set your priorities.. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"

I just did...

~this is an email from my mother... i just come back from SC, and i think this is a few reminder from my mom and also from HIM... i always miss my family, but never show them how i felt... we need to 'tajdid niat' always... this post is dedicate to those who read this, take something from this story, it may change ur life ~

* SC- smart circle aka usrah

Eid Mubarak

2009-11-28T23:59:00.004+02:00

salam'alaik...

i forgot lah... it's already eid...

EiD MuBaRaK!!~

~AiDiLaDhA~

Kullu 'Am Wa Antum Bikhair

Takaballahu Minna Wa Minkum

*tetiba teringat aidil yang cute dalam cerita nur kasih. ahaks*

daa again~
salam'alaik

whateva~

2009-09-28T08:07:00.006+02:00

bismillah...

salam'alaik...

dah lama tak updated blog. i'm typing this post just after i've just finished reading hlovate's novel, rooftop rant... really enjoy read it!!~ thanx to myn. i don't know why, after reading the novel, i really2 want to updated this blog, after 2 or 3 month i've been here, msia...

actually, i'm thinking to make some changes in my blog.. want to change layout, put on some add ons and many more.. but i'm not in mood to change it now... u noe, i have many ideas to throw it down to post in this blog, but i think i'm not a blogger in m'sia, it seems to be different... who cares anyway?? but i noe someone cares... haha... especially qis...sorry qis, i noe u waiting for my new post...

actually, i really miss egypt very2 much... i don't know why i feel like i want to go back to egypt ASAP, if i can... missing the class and the book, kak sha, qis, friends, home sweet home and egyptians~ especially my lectures... but, it not under my control, my parent hope that i will stay longer 'i think'~ cz they never told me about that. FYI, if i stayed at home as same as i'm not... berkepit ngan novel jer... almost everyday my mom ask me to clean the room, tidy up the kitchen, swipe the floor, and as the result, keluar angin masuk asap! anak dia sorang ni xmau dgr... pemalas! itu jer jawapan dia sbnrnye.... i think it is better for me to stay at egypt and never make my mom upset about me again... haha... the rest is history...

u noe, i really likes the way hlovate makes the story... almost perfect. but nothing's perfect in this world... but really loves hlovate's novels... it makes me want to collect all hlovate's books... i already have 5 tahun 5 bulan and rooftop rant. just need the other 2/3 book, tunas and aA+bB. i noe that i don't like to read english novel, my dad always says 'read english book, improve ur english', but his little girls doesn't want to listen it... eventhough sometimes buy the english books. after reading 5 thn 5 bln, makes my dad's word makes sense. a few sentence in the novel i can't understand cz lack of vocab! haha... my dad words this days ' read the english book, improve ur english, baca novel melayu jer, mana nak berkembang, u r becoming a doctor and...bla....blaa....'. but he never stop to advise me.. haha. and i never stop listening too...

already missing hlovate's novel eventhough i'm in msia...haha... i think it's better for me to end this... if too long my eyes feel so exhausted and my mom- if she at home, she never like me to sit in front of the computer, and she will babbling cz i finished my time jus to watch my emel and facebooking. haha...end of story 'i think'...

daa~ see you soon...

just to update!!~

2009-08-11T06:49:00.002+03:00

bismillah...

salam'alaik...

alhamdulillah, dah sampai pun aku kat msia 24/7. tapi sekarang baru dapat update.. hehe... sebenarnya ada org dah tegur blog ni dah lama tak update.. jadi nie aku update skit... actually, after zohor nie aku nak g johor, mau cari duit poket sedikit :) ~ weee... jangan jeles everyone. this wednesday, my big bro come back from ponorogo indoenesia =) seronok yer... jadi, need to clean up the house. sambil kemas, sambil typing... bagaimana?? aku pun tak tahu.. wakaka...

post ni mmg untuk update shj. jadi, tak banyak nak crt cz tak banyak idea yg bersarang kat kepala skarang... many things to post, but, terbantut... hehe... anyway, computer dah dapat balik.. aku sebenarnya keboringan duk umah. malas nak menaip, malas nak main fb, fs dan sebagainya... betul ckp qis, aku nie mmg mcm2.. wakaka....buek poning kepalo yo... hehe...

missing egypt very much!!~ sabarlah hati... sabarlah kengkawan... k, need to go... dah kul 12, tapi rumah tak habis kemas lagi.. gtg... salam'alaik

RiO9- Matrouh & Siwa 3

2009-07-19T10:46:00.003+03:00

bismillah

salam'alaik

alhamdulillah, selamat juga aku sampai ke zqzq semalam dalm pukul 1 tgh hari. ammu bas tu bawak laju giler... tak sampai 2 jam pun dari kaherah ke zqzq.maaf semua, sebenarnya buat jer tajuk rio9-matruh siwa 3, tapi sebenarnya, aku nak katakan adalah aku malas nak crt lagi.. huhu.. maaf yer.. hari kedua tu mcm biasa2 jer, tak banyak jalan2 cz banyak tempat tak dapat masuk cz kena bayak duit entrence yg sangat mencekik darah.. haha... pastu g shopping kurma :)~ insyaAllah, bawak balik kurma ke rumah tahun nie... hehe...

sedikit fakta yg agak menarik untuk dikongsi:
- kami satu rumah pergi matruh
- kami mandi2 laut ngan minah arab, siap kena baling lagi ngan minah arab tuh (akulah tuh, jangan tiru aksi ini di msia) haha
- kami ada makan di ladang kurma (dekat kolam cleopatra), sambil tengok bunga matahari
- kami ada topi pantai yang buat kami bertambah cun :)
- gambar yang sangat banyak!!~ *kami suka bergambar*
- aku jadi ajk kecik under kak dura dan buat soalan untuk kuiz, sori kalau kuiz susah ;)
- aku jadi regina of Ri09-matruh siwa aka 'queen of ri09' aka pesrta terbaik *malu2*
- rehlah yang sangat bagus dan merapatkan lg ukhuwah diantara kami

tahniah semua yang menjayakan rehlah ini!!~

ok, nak sambung cerita lagi, mizah aka roomate aku, dia dalam perjalanan ke msia sekarang. sungguh sedih hatiku.. haha... ayat jiwang karat beb! tak per, dia tinggalkan bilik ni untuk aku :) ~ weee~ kerana awak penang, awak baliklah dulu yer.. haha... sapa2 yg faham, sila angkat tangan!! haha :))

ok, just nak update post. rasa dah lama tak update.. ok. stakat tuh dulu. pasni nak g gamaah, amik result, itu pun kalau ada.. haha... pasni susah nak update balik. bz nak balik msia pula... daaa semua~~

salam'alaik

RiO9- Matrouh & Siwa 2

2009-07-09T14:01:00.006+03:00

~inilah rombongan kami, tapi xsemua org ada dlm gmbr =) ~

Bismillah
salam'alaik...

6 julai 2009
bahru ajibah, bahru cleopatra dan bazar libya, matrouh

alhamdulillah, sangat seronok dapat berjalan2 disekeliling mesir. walaupun sekejap. memang terlepas sedikit bebanan di bahu. post kali ni aku nak cerita first day aku kat matrouh. kami bertolak pada pukul 1 pagi 6 julai 2009. kami berhenti seketika di al-'alamin pada pukul 6.30 pagi untuk solat subuh dan sarapan pagi =) perjalanan kami diteruskan sampailah kami dimatrouh pukul 10.30+

pastu kami check in dalam satu apartment. kami rehat2, pastu makan dan solat. lepas solat kami bertolak ke bahru ajibah atau pantai ajibah. bahru ajibah atau dikenali juga dengan laut ajaib, lautnya yang menghijau dan membiru, nampak cantik sangat. org kata, kalau kita tengok waktu senja, laut ni boleh nampak sampai tujuh warna. mugkin ada tone colour. mesti cantik sangat. kita yang tengok waktu tgh hari nie pun dah tak tahu nak kata mcm mana lagi. subhanallah... subhanallah... so, this is a few pic of me and my frens...

~sementara menuggu ammu bas untuk ke pantai ajibah~

~sempat lagi bergambar dalam bas :P ~

~cantikkan permandangan pantai ajibah nie~

lepas kami pergi ke pantai ajibah, kami pergi ke hamam cleopatra pulak. tempat mandi cleopatra pun kami nak singgah jugak :) ~ huhu. dulu cleopatra bersiram/ mandi kat sini. tempat dia cantik jugak lah. tempat mandi dia just batu jer. tapi batu2 tu dia ada ciri2 khas dia. dari luar rasa mcm tak ada benda pun. kat dalam pun mcm tu juga. tapi ia telah direka cipta ada tempat air keluar dan masuk. kat bahagian belakang, kalau tengok dari jauh. ombak sangat kuat. diberitahu yang kat belakang tuh batu2 licin dan sangat merbahaya.

~inilah dia hamam cleopatra~

waktu kami masuk kat dalam tuh, tengok2 tak ada apa2, ingat mcm tipu jer, rupa2 yer masuk2 jer mmg tempat tulah cleopatra mandi. pastu kiri dan kanan ada lubang. satu tu, air masuk, satu lagi tempat air keluar. ombak sekejap kuat sekejap perlahan, waktu kami nak bergambar kat tempat air masuk tuh,ombak tiba2 kuat, habis seluar dan jubah basah sampai ker lutut, melecehkan perjalanan. hehe... org kata kat dinding hamam ni ada tulisan hieroglif atau tulisan pahat. ok, ni gambar kami di hamam cleopatra.

~ini lubang untuk keluar air dari hamam cleopatra nie~

~ini untuk air masuk pula~

~disekeliling tempat hamam ni pun cantik juga~

pastu kami pergi ker bazar libya pulak. kat sini best juga. tapi tak ada gambar. cz bz shopping. aku ingat yer bazar libya ni mcm husin, tapi tak untuk aku jer cz yg lain jumpa jer mcm2. aku jer tak jumpa... sedeh :'( ~ tapi seronok dapat shopping =) aku dapat beli jubah 1 dan beg tiga, cukup untuk aku, along dan angah...pastu kami balik rumah, rehat, solat, makan dan tido...

itu jelah cerita untuk hari pertama kami di matrouh...

salam'alaik

RiO9- Matrouh & Siwa 1

2009-07-09T10:49:00.005+03:00

bismillah...

salam'alaik...

baru jer balik dari matrouh... malas nak taip sekarang nie, jadi tgk gambar jer dulu yer..

~pantai ajibah~

~hamam cleopatra~

~jabal mauta (mount of the dead)~

~istana elexender the great~

~kolam cleopatra~

~kota lama siwa~
tak sempat g, coz sibuk shopping

~kuil amon~

tu baru jer gambar tempat yang kami pergi... next post will be my gambar wif my frens...
and few story about our journey...

daaa~
salam'alaik

Buat Ayahndaku...

2009-06-27T17:05:00.005+03:00

~apak dan anak perempuan bongsunyer~

bismillah...

salam'alaik...

post kali ini dituju khas buat ayahndaku, ayahku, bapaku, daddyku, abahku, abiku, papaku dan tak lain dan tak bukan buat apak ku yang disayangi...

" Selamat hari jadi
dan
Selamat Hari Bapa"

alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah kerana telah mengurniakan seorang ayah yang begitu banyak berjasa buat aku dan keluarga.

dia seorang ketua keluarga,
seorang wali buat anak perempuanya
seorang kawan
seorang penolong, penyokong dan pendorong
seorang yang cekal, teguh dan sentiasa memberi keyakinan
dan dia adalah apak ku!! :)

Nasir Bin Mas'ud

luv apak and mak always!!

terima kasih mak dan apak untuk segalanya...

Thank You Allah

wassalam~

Aku Rindu...

2009-06-19T22:16:00.009+03:00

bismillah...

salam'alaik

lumrah yang perlu dilalui sebagai seorang perantau, merindui org yg jauh dimata tapi dekat dihati...

kat sapa plak aku rindu nih??

mmg rindu sangat...

kat sapa??

ramai sangat...

ramai sangat?? sapa??

.::mak::.~mak petik buah strawberry~

~mak dengan anak bongsu yer (jeles ngan adik!!)~

.::apak::.
~apak petik buah strawberry~

~comel :) ~

.::along::.
~along n nabbb!!~

~along n adik!! *adikpoyo* ~

.::kamil::.
~mereka bukan pasangan kekasih.. hehe~

~abang kamil makin hensem!!~

.::nabil::.

~abang nabbb!~

~nabb dan zirafah-favourite animal die...~

.::adik syaamil::.~budak kecik yang suka buat muka~

~mmg kegemarannya, strawberry!~

nie gambar terbaru yang dapat dari along... mereka bercuti di ponorogo, indonesia. tujuan utama adalah untuk ziarah abang kamil di Gontor. missing them so much!!

11 - 16 jun 2009

aku ngan angah kat sini sedang berjuang!! aku dengan exam physiology, subjek killer...
angah dengan kelas2 nya...

moga Allah merahmati perpisahan ini. moga2 Allah membalas pengorbanan kami...

uwaaaahhh!!

rindu mereka semua di malaysia...
counting days sahaja lagi... sabarlah hati...

p/s: aku tak nangis teruk mcm tu yer. tambahan jer tuh...

salam'alaik

Teda Keje!!~

2009-06-19T13:55:00.007+03:00

bismillah...

salam'alaik...

Sesungguhnya aku sekarang tgh boring + malas nak baca buku histo... haha... jadi, aku nak letak gambar waktu sesi penggambaran hari tuh. orang lain sume dah letak. aku jer yang ketinggalan zaman skit.. hu3.. sebenarnya malas nak letak.. gambar cun sangat..PERASAN!!!

hehe...

pls enjoy the pictures, eventhough you are not in the pictures.. hehe...

~Ahli bait nafiesah~

~ a GrOuP oF doKtUrAh ~

~ tetiba aku rasa gambar ni sangat cun!!~
koya sekejap :)

~girls only + Dr. omar + dean of faculty medicine, university zagazig~

~my classmate + my batch~

~kami bakal doktor muslimah~

~ teda keje :) ~

that's it... not so many picture uploaded, cz internet buat hal + malas nak tunggu!! hehe...

thanx for reading!!~

daaa~
enjoy ur day!!

salam'alaik

Physiology!!~

2009-06-15T11:20:00.017+03:00

bismillah...

alhamdulillah....

Salam'alaik...

bismillah... permulaan untuk setiap perkerjaan...
alhamdulillah.. dah selamat aku mengambil exam written subjek killer tahun ni, Physiology!!~

disebalik kejadian sepanjang hari "14 June 2009"....

tacychardia

dengupan jantungku yang begitu laju sementara menunggu pukul 10 am...
Ya Allah,takut yer nak exam...

nausea

apabila aku berdebar-debar, perut rasa tak selesa, tekak rasa loya!!~ ohhh! tidakk...
takutnya nak amik exam physio!!

dehydration & exhausted

due to sweating, berdebar punya pasal tuh + musim summer

+ kipas jauh dari tempat duduk...

sympathetic actions!

macam nampak hantu jer tgk meja exam... aku dah tak tahu apa yang dibaca dan pikir lagi...

adui, sungguh terasa sympathetic actions mmg berlaku... haha..

fainting!!

ada satu kejadian berlaku semalam...tapi bukan berlaku kat student malaysia, student egypt... dalam waktu exam tuh, ada seorang hamba Allah ni dia pengsan... tapi, alhamdulillah dia dah selesai amik exam tuh. kalau tak, mcm mana lah agak yer dia nak jawab soalan physio tuh.

so, based on apa yang aku cerita tadi, mmg semua tgh demam physio, nak ceritakan semua teringat pasal physio... haha... alhamdulillah, syukur yang tidak terhingga dah lepas exam physio... mmg lega... alhamdulillah, dah selesai jugak!!~

may be tu jer kot pasal semalam.. hehe... daaaa!!~

salam'alaik...

not afraid to stand alone! ~ native deen

2009-05-29T15:23:00.003+03:00

-bismillahirrahmanirrahim-

salam'alaik...

luv dis song...

~not afraid to stand alone by native deen~

Chorus
I am not afraid to stand alone….
I am not afraid to stand alone…. If Allah is by my side
I am not afraid to stand alone…. Everything will be alright
I am not afraid to stand alone…. Gonna keep my head up high

Single mother raising her children
Now she's a Muslim
Started praying and wearing a headscarf
Was a healing for her heart

Struggling with no one to lean on
But with prayer she would be strong
Got a job but then she was laid off
Got a better education and it paid off

Got a call for a job that she dreamed of
Close by, great pay -she was in love - they said...
They brought her in, said she's the number one pick
You got the job, but you gotta lose the outfit"

It's a tough position that they put me in
Cause Ive been struggling with my two children
But I'll continue looking for a job again
My faith in my religion now will never bend

Chorus
Peer pressure, they were insisting
And I was resisting
Some days I felt I would give in
Just wanted to fit in

I know when I’m praying and fasting’
They be teasing and laughing
So I called to my Lord for the power
For the strength every day, every hour...

Then one day there’s a new Muslim teacher
Single mom and the people respect her
Just seeing her strength I get stronger
They can break my will no longer

You don’t see me sweating when they’re jokes're cracking
Never see me cussing’ with my pants saggin’
I aint never running yo I’m still standing
I ride with Allah to the very end

Chorus

I am not afraid to stand alone...

Now, I’m a tough one, who can bear their blows
The rest play dumb, they don’t dare say no
Scared of being shunned, but its clear they know
I aint never gonna run, I aint scared no more….

Man, these sisters be resolute
Never stressed when the rest say they wasn’t cute
And the get the respect of the other youth
Come best with the dress yo and that’s the truth

These sisters are strong gonna hand it down
So me I’m a brotha gotta stand my ground
I aint gonna shudder, when the gangs around
Peer pressure whatever, its my planet now

Others may fall, I’mma hold my own
With Allah’s help I’ll be strong as stone
And I’mma be brave and let Al Islam be shown
Cause you I know I not afraid to stand alone

Chorus

~end of the song... hear it at youtube.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAfUMfCtcDA&feature=related~

wallahu'alam....

nasyid!!~

2009-05-18T14:05:00.004+03:00

-bismillahirrahmanirrahim-

salam'alaik...
break 5 minutes, to copy paste this song..
dedicated to All muslim and muslimat!!~

~sakina- native deen~

Coming home in the evening, each day much on my mind
Fast pace of living in the West, with such little time
Cars and folks yell at me, everybody making me spin
We know we gotta' have patience, so we hold it within
Stress, doctors say it makes a brother sick and I know this is true
So I call out to my Lord each day to please help me through

Then when I come and I see my daughter's face so bright
With smiles there to great me at the door, like a beautiful light
I can only thank Allah for this blessing on me
For giving me Sakina, this tranquility!

When Allah sends His Sakina on me, how do I feel?
It's like peace inside my heart and I know that it's real
When Allah sends His Sakina on me, how do I feel?
It's like peace inside my heart and I know that it's real

Allah knows that people in the past had it harder than me
Allah saw the evil hearted men with no mercy
Allah felt the hearts of the Muslims as they came near
Allah sent His tranquility and they lost all their fear
Cause Allah says if you trust Him and you truly have faith
Allah sends His Sakina and He showers His grace

How? Maybe as a peaceful rest, a long needed sleep
How? Maybe as a cloud up high with shade from the heat
How? Maybe as a loving wife that gives you her light
How? Maybe as your daughter with her smile so bright

When Allah sends His Sakina on me, how do I feel?
It's like peace inside my heart and I know that it's real
When Allah sends His Sakina on me, how do I feel?
It's like peace inside my heart and I know that it's real.

end of the song.... hear the song in youtube!!!~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAGuESv97OM&feature=related

~may Allah bless us!!~
wallahu'alam

aku dan coffee...

2009-05-16T12:57:00.002+03:00

salam'alaik...

oleh kerana aku agak malas nak study , tgh x ada mood, tekanan dan tgh bersantai dengan air coffee yang sedap, sempat lagi aku gaduh ngan mizaah nie...(gaduh manja) pasal coffee dan aku pun cari pasal coffee ni dalam internet.banyak juga side effect dari minum kopi nih, actually bukan coffee tapi caffeine... secara ringkas yer adalah gambar di bawah... hehe.. malas nak tulis...

~side effect of caffeine~

aku suka minum coffee... tapi sekarang dah kurang sebab dah belajar drug is not good... really2 wrong!!ok, need to stop... hehe...makin nak exam makin banyak kerenah aku nih...

by the way, if really want to dreak coffee, drink the decaffeinated coffee... much better and more healthy....

stay healthy!!!~

wallah'alam...

break... take five...

2009-05-15T11:36:00.006+03:00

salam'alaik...

cerita menarik yang nak dikongsi...

Suatu hari, seorang ayah dari suatu keluarga yang sangat kaya membawa anaknya ke suatu daerah yang sebahagian besar penduduknya hidup dalam serba kekurangan, dengan niat untuk menunjukkan kepada anaknya bagaimana kehidupan orang-orang yang miskin. Mereka menghabiskan waktu berhari-hari di rumah milik keluarga yang terlihat sangat miskin.

Sepulang dari perjalanan tersebut, si ayah bertanya kepada anaknya, "Bagaimana perjalanan tadi?" "Sungguh luar biasa, Papa." "Kamu lihat kan bagaimana kehidupan mereka yang miskin?" tanya si ayah. "Iya, Papa," jawabnya. "Jadi, apa yang dapat kamu pelajari dari perjalanan ini?" tanya ayahnya lagi.

Si anak menjawab, "Saya melihat kenyataan bahwa kita mempunyai seekor kucing sedangkan mereka memiliki empat ekor. Kita punya kolam yang panjangnya sampai ke tengah taman, mereka memiliki sungai kecil yang tak terlihat hujungnya. Kita punya lampu taman yang dibeli dari luar negeri dan mereka memiliki bintang-bintang di langit untuk menerangi taman mereka. Beranda rumah kita mencapai halaman depan tapi milik mereka seluas horizon. Kita tinggal dan hidup di tanah yang sempit sedangkan mereka mempunyai tanah sejauh mata memandang. Kita memiliki pelayan yang melayani setiap keperluan kita, tetapi mereka melayani diri mereka sendiri. Kita membeli makanan yang akan kita makan, tetapi mereka menanamnya sendiri. Kita mempunyai dinding indah yang melindungi diri kita dan mereka memiliki teman-teman untuk menjaga kehidupan mereka. " Dengan cerita tersebut, si ayah tidak dapat berkata apa-apa.

Kemudian si anak menambahkan, "Terima kasih, Papa, akhirnya saya tahu betapa miskinnya diri kita."

Terlalu sering kita melupakan apa yang kita miliki dan hanya menumpukan terhadap apa yang tidak kita miliki. Kekadang kekurangan yang dimiliki seseorang merupakan anugerah bagi orang lain. Semua berdasar pada perspektif setiap individu. Fikirkanlah apa yang akan terjadi jika kita semua bersyukur kepada Tuhan atas anugerah yang telah disediakan oleh-Nya bagi kita daripada khuatir untuk meminta lebih lagi.

moga kita mendapat iktibar daripada cerita diatas...

~rehat2 sebelum meneruskan revision~

wallahu'alam...

untuk manfaat bersama!

2009-05-14T13:38:00.003+03:00

-bismillahirrahmanirrahim-

salam'alaik

buat renungan dan tatapan pembaca

"Seorang ahli ibadah bernama Isam Bin Yusuf, sangat warak dan khusyuk solatnya. Namun, dia selalu khuatir kalau-kalau ibadahnya kurang khusyuk dan selalu bertanya kepada orang yang dianggapnya lebih ibadahnya, demi untuk memperbaiki dirinya yang selalu dirasainya kurang khusyuk.

Pada suatu hari, Isam menghadiri majlis seorang abid bernama Hatim Al-Assam dan bertanya, 'Wahai Aba Abdurrahman, bagaimanakah caranya tuan solat?'

Hatim berkata, 'Apabila masuk waktu solat, aku berwudhu zahir dan batin.'

Isam bertanya, 'Bagaimana wudhu zahir dan batin itu? '

Hatim berkata, 'Wudhu zahir sebagaimana biasa iaitu membasuh semua anggota wudhu dengan air'.
Sementara wudhu batin ialah membasuh anggota dengan tujuh perkara:-

>: * Bertaubat
>: * Menyesali dosa yang telah dilakukan
>: * Tidak tergila-gilakan dunia
>: * Tidak mencari/mengharap pujian orang (riya')
>: * Tinggalkan sifat berbangga
>: * Tinggalkan sifat khianat dan menipu
>: * Meninggalkan sifat dengki.'

Seterusnya Hatim berkata, 'Kemudian aku pergi ke masjid, aku kemaskan semua anggotaku dan menghadap kiblat. Aku berdiri dengan penuh kewaspadaan dan aku rasakan aku sedang berhadapan dengan Allah, Syurga di sebelah kananku, Neraka di sebelah kiriku, Malaikat Maut berada dibelakangku, dan aku bayangkan pula aku seolah-olah berdiri di atas titian 'Siratal mustaqim' dan menganggap bahawa solatku kali ini adalah solat terakhir bagiku, kemudian aku berniat dan bertakbir dengan baik.'

Setiap bacaan dan doa di dalam solat, aku faham makna nya kemudian aku rukuk dan sujud dengan tawadhuk, aku bertasyahud dengan penuh pengharapan dan aku memberi salam dengan ikhlas. Beginilah aku bersolat selama 30 tahun.'

Apabila Isam mendengar, menangislah dia kerana membayangkan ibadahnya yang kurang baik bila dibandingkan dengan Hatim."

~kiriman emel dari seorang teman, moga ianya menjadi pedoman~

wallahu'alam

alhamdulillah!!~ alhamdulillah!!~

2009-05-12T21:06:00.009+03:00

-bismillahirrahmanirrahim-

salam'alaik...

alhamdulillah, syukur yang tidak terhingga...
alhamdulillah, selesai sudah exam praktikal untuk first year aku...
tapi exam written n oral menanti pula..

alhamdulillah semuanyer berjalan lancar...

jadi, sempena habis exam praktikal, aku masak special buat ahli bait ku (hari ini mmg time aku masak ngan mizah)...

presenting....

mashed potato+ coslaw+ ayam goreng...ala2 KFC lagi tuh.. he3...

huhu.. really love to cook!!~ hobby aku entah sejak bila...

a thousand of thanx to my roomate, hamizah, and my assistant in cooking, kak shark!!~
kalau diorang tak ada, aku tak larat nak post kat blog nih sekarang... huhu...
tambahan juga, buat ahli bait syaqah 5, thanx for the corn flour... huhu...

ni hadiah yang aku dah bagi kat diorang:-

mashed potatoes and coslaw!!~

ok, last but not least, to my beloved housemate yang tolong aku habiskan makanan!!~ thanx girls!!! XOXO....

ok, that's all for today...
thanx for reading!!!~

~selamat hari ibu, mak~

2009-05-09T23:35:00.027+03:00

-bismillahirahmanirahim-

salam'alaik

buat mak yang tersayang...

"Selamat Hari Ibu"

Terima kasih, mak

mengandung, melahirkan, menyusukan, membesarkan, mendidik, mengajar, dan mengenalkan ku kepada Pencipta Alam, Allahu Rabbi.

~buat bonda, Noor Zuraida Mohd Tahir dan ayahnda, Nasir Masud~

"Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani, segala puji bagi-Mu ya Allah. kebaikan itu untuk orang yang bertakwa, tidak dimusuhi kecuali mereka yang menzalimi. selawat dan salam untuk semulia-mulia utusan dan pengakhiran segala Nabi dan kepada seluruh keluarga dan sahabat Baginda.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah segala dosa kami dan dosa kedua-dua ibu bapa kami dan rahmatilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mengasihani kami semasa kami kecil, ampunkanlah juga ya Allah, segala dosa guru2 kami dan dosa sekalian kaum muslimin dan muslimat, mu'minin dan mu'minat sama ada yang masih hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia.

Allahuma ya ghafur ya syakur,

jadikanlah kami hamba-Mu dan umat Nabi Muhammad SAW yang beriman kepadaMu dan sentiasa berbakti kepada kedua-dua ibu bapa kami.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah segala dosa kedua-dua ibu bapa kami, kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mengasihani kami ketika kami kecil, bukakanlah pintu hati mereka untuk beriman kepada-Mu. kami terlalu banyak terhutang budi kepada mereka.

Ya Allah, terlalu banyak budi mereka yang kami balas dengan menyakiti hati mereka. kasih sayang mereka kami balas dengan kata2 yang tinggi sedangkan kami tahu, Engkau melarang menyebut walaupun perkataan 'huh' kepada mereka.

Allahuma ya zaljalali wal ikram,

Ya Allah, didikan dan asuhan mereka kami ambil ringan. kami lupa ya Allah, berkat usaha, asuhan dan didikan merekalah kami berjaya kini.

keselesaan sanggup dilupakan ketika mengandungkan kami, kesakitan yang amat sangat sanggup dilalui ketika melahirkan kami, titik peluh mereka basah kering demi membesarkan kami, tidak pernah mereka mengadu letih, tidak pernah mereka mengadu sakit. lauk yang dimulut sanggup mereka luahkan semata-mata untuk diberikan kepada kami, harta yang dikumpulkan sanggup dilaburkan untuk pendidikan kami. namun selama ini kami lupa semua itu ya Allah, kerana mereka tak pernah merungut dan mengadu kepada kami.

Allahuma ya malikil mulk,

di kala ini, kami terkenang semua itu ya Allah, oleh kerana itu kami memohon sepenuh keikhlasan hati kepadaMu ya Allah, rahmatilah mereka, ampunilah segala dosa-dosa mereka dan sekiranya ketika ini Engkau sedang menguji mereka, kami mohon agar perkuatkan diri mereka, perteguhkan iman mereka, tetapkan diri mereka dalam islam, iman dan ihsan diatas jalanMu yang lurus, ya Allah.

perkenankanlah doa kami ini dan jadikanlah doa kami ini merupakan doa anak yang soleh yang engkau janji akan diperkenankan.

Allahuma ya latif ya khabir,

maha suci Allah yang Maha Besar, Engkau jadikanlah kami anak2 daripada orang2 yang soleh yang mendoakan keampunan ibu bapa kami, jadikanlah mereka sebagai anak kunci membuka pintu syurgaMU ya Allah, dan janganlah Engkau jadikan mereka anak kunci ke nerakaMu.

teguhkanlah iman mereka ya Allah, jauhilah mereka daripada azab seksa-Mu Ya Allah, Tuhan Sekalian Alam.

Ya Allah, kurniakan lah kepada kami kebaikan hidup didunia dan diakhirat, dan selamatkanlah kami daripada azab api neraka.

walhamdulillahirabbil'alamin"

...amin...amin...amin...

TERIMA KASIH, MAK DAN APAK!! :)

To my mother and father, my pillar so strong.

You've always been there, guiding me to right from wrong.

May Allah fill your days with happiness.

don't ever forget how special you are to me.

~anakmu yang selalu merindui, Nur Farihah Binti Nasir~

-everyday is mother's and father's day!!-

tick...tack...

2009-05-06T13:10:00.008+03:00

~thymus gland under microscope (draw)~

salam'alaik...

baca tajuk mesti terfikir lagu madonna dengan justin timberlake(4 minutes tuh)... hehe.. sebenarnya post kali ni nak cerita pasal exam histo hari ni.. hehe... lawak sangat...

hari ni exam praktikal histology. kena tengok slide dan lukis gambar under microscope... soalan untuk drawing ialah golgi apparatus dengan thymus gland...

kalau nak tahu jawapan yang betul untuk thymus gland tu, cuba dengar surrounding punya bunyi... mesti ada bunyi "...tick...tick...tack...tack..tick...tack..." sebab masing2 tgh buat bintik2 untuk thymus gland tuh... wahaha... buat lawak jer. macam2 bunyi keluar... masing2 tekanan nak habiskan drawing tuh.. kawan aku siap kata kerusi bergegar coz ada yang melepas geram dekat kertas exam tuh... haha...bintik2 yang nak kena buat tuh banyak sangat... dahlah guna pensel histo yang tak memberi support yang begitu baik (bagi sesetengah pihak-for me: they have done a great job!!) hehe... alhamdulillah, segalanyer berjalan lancar, eventhough aku ada buat salah in labeling :'( uwaaahhhhhh... (no used in regret!!~ it is done!)

tak kisahlah. alhamdulillah aku dah buat dan dah hantar. sekarang terserah pada Allah... usaha dah dibuat, sekarang kita hanya perlu tawakal... faiza'azamta fatawakal 'al- Allah....

~ma'a taufiq wan najah, insyaAllah~

~pic of thymus gland under microscope (camera)~

~ Heart of a MUSLIM ~

2009-05-02T18:53:00.007+03:00

Looking up at the sky, searching for Allah most High

He rejected the way of worship being Gods of clay

Prophet Ebrahim knew that Allah was near

And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere

Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is one

Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest

The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong

And the heart of a Muslim must be strong

Chorus:

It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam

That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man

So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part

Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart

In our poor meager state, little food on our plate

Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had

When I asked how can we share what's not enough

She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love

He said its time you should know, you will learn as you grow

That some people around will do what's bad to bring you down

Father said to be a star that's shining bright

For the heart of a Muslim does what's right

Chorus

So whatever you do, make sure your words are true

Honesty is the best, because life is a test

Even if it hurts so much you want to cry

For the heart of a Muslim does not lie

Chorus

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yN9CmqPA-Zo

~buat muslimah~

2009-05-02T11:28:00.003+03:00

"Beritahu pada muslimah itu dirinya ibarat kaca; disentuh terguris, dihantuk serpih, dihempap berkecai. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga tutur kata; cakap tinggi nanti dibenci, terlalu rendah dipijak pula, cakap sombong mengundang lawan, hati-hati meluah kata, kerana pulut santan binasa, kerana mulut badan binasa. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga tingkah laku; harga diri letaknya di situ, jangan meluru ikut telunjuk nafsu, sesekali tersilap langkah, akan dihukum selamanya, keturunan dicerca payah, menyesal kemudian bukan faedah. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga pakaian; ia cermin peribadi, juga lambang bangsa, di mana dan dalam keadaan macam manapun, biar orang kenal...Dia orang ISLAM. Beritahu pada muslimah itu simpan secebis malu; kerana malu itu, sebahagian daripada iman..."

>nasihat dari BKAWM<

Rindu mak :)

2009-05-02T05:59:00.011+03:00

salam'alaik...

i miss my mom

i love you mak!!

pesanan seorang ibu kepada anak nya....

"Betul tindakan alang not to start on the computer as such busy times and exams fever is on. Ianya boleh melekakan mu.

Janganlah dirisaukan sangat – we all including you, know the course you are taking is heavy and difficult. Life is always difficult but take it in your stride. Usaha dah dibuat now tawakkal – moga apa yang dipeajari dapat dimanafaatkan dalam exams dan juga kehidupan. It has to be in you and not for exams only sebab ilmu yang dipelajari akan digunakan untuk selamanya – kalau tak naya patient.

What ever you do – do it for Allah and it must always do the best. Results and success will come with it. InsyaAllah."

-Pn Noor Zuraida Binti Mohd Tahir-

buat mak dan apak tersayang, selamat bercuti, moga sihat2 dan ceria2 selalu dibawah rahmat dan naungan Allah...

~may Allah bless u both!~

fresh organ!!~

2009-05-01T15:31:00.011+03:00

salam'alaik...

tadi aku study pasal bone. insyaAllah soalan bone sahaja dah 10 soalan. insyaAllah boleh jawab. amin!! doakan ek. ok sekarang aku nak study pasal fresh organ

(sambil ditemani oleh angah. dia penat sangat sampai tertido-buat along di malaysia: "angah sayang kat aku, long!! hehe...angah datang jenguk aku sebelum aku amik exam.. hehe.. jangan jelous...">hanya selingan<)

ok, fresh organ yang maybe masuk exam..

1. heart

2. lung

3. liver

4. spleen

5. kidneys

ok, nak start ngan HEART dulu. sambil tengok gambar + jars...
jar ni number 418...

apa yang kita perlu tahu pasal heart ni...

1. blood supply of the heart...

artery of the heart: rt coronary artery and its branches

lt coronary artery and its branches
branches of the rt coronary art: atrial branches, ventricular branches, marginal branches,posterior interventricular artery.

branches of the lt coronary artery: atrial branches, anterior ventricular artery, circumflex of teh artery.

venous drainage of the heart: coronary sinus and its tributaries

tributaries of coronary sinus: great cardiac vein, middle cardiac vein, small cardiac vein, ant cardiac vein.

2.surface and borders of the heart...

apex (downward, forrward and to the left), base(rt n lt atria), diaphragmatic surface(lt ventricle n rt ventricle), upper borders (base), rt borders(rigth atrium), lt borders(lt ventricles), lower border(rt ventricles).

3. grooves of the heart and it contain...

-atrio-ventricular grooves equal tu coronary sulcus(seperti yang disepakati pleh ahli baitku) contain rt coronarya art, circumflex branch.

-interventricular grooves: anterior: great cardiac veins and anterior interventricular art.

posterior: middle cardiac veins and posterior interventricular art.

untuk fresh organ ni, maybe ni je kot yang nak kena ingat.. hehe..

4. internal appearence of the heart chambers...

1) rt atrium
-the crista terminalis: mascular ridge in the ant wall

- inter-atrial septum: fossa ovalis and limbus fossa ovalis, ahhulus ovalis

-rigth auricles: inner surface is rough due to the presence of musculi pectinati.

-openings of the rt atrium: svc, ivc, coronary sinus, anterior cardiac veins, vena caridis minimi(thebsian veins), rt atrio ventricular opening.

2) lt atrium

- no cristae terminalis

-no fossa ovalis

-musculi pectinati are present only in its auricle while its wall appeared smooth.

3) rt ventricle

- mere carnae - trabeculae carnae -3 papillary ms - chorda tendinae(ventricular surface of all cusps)

4) lt ventricle

-mere carnae - trabeculae carnae - 2 papilary ms - chorda tendinae (anterior cusps) - wall: thicker 3x than rt ventricles.

p/s: bagi sesapa yang guna blog gue untuk study, guna buku juga as a references... cz people make mistake right?? so, as precautions, rujuk buku balik. its much3 better...

continue.... (after solat and sending angah balik >thanx angah, terharu adik ko ini atas perhatian ko< *hanya selingan-tired typing*)

ok, kita teruskan perjuangan dengan LUNGS!!~

~rt lung(atas)~lt lung(bwh)~

apa yang kita perlu tahu pasal lung...

1. hilum of the lungs...

Right Lung- 2 bronchus- ep-arterial bronchus and hyp-arterial bronchus (3 p/b in the human body is posterior >pelvis, bronchus, portal vein<)

-1 pulmonary artery - 2 pulmonary veins- 1 bronchial art-

Left lung- 1 bronchus- 1 pulmonary art - 2 pulmonary vein - 2 bronchial art-

2. mediastinal surface of the lung

Rt lung- in front of the hilum- pericardial impression, SVC, ascending aorta and remnants of thymus gland

-above the hilum- arch of azygos veins, groove for rt brachiocephalic veins, trachea, oesophagus.

-behind the hilum- oesophagus,azygos veins.

-below the hilum- IVC.

Lt lung- in front of the hilum- pericardial impression, pulmonary art and remnants of thymus gland.

- above the hilum- arch of aorta, left common carotid, lt subclavius art, trachea, oesophagus.

- behind the hilum- descending thoracic aorta, oesophagus.

3. borders of lung and its lobes

p/s: kalo nak senang ingat, cuma ingat left side untuk artery(aorta). ok?? senang tak? (sendiri belum hafal :D )

ok, dah selesai lagi satu organ. sekali imbas memang mcm ni.. hehe.. kalo study betul2, lama gler.. hehe..

organ seterusnya ialah LIVER. gland paling besar dalam badan..

kita kena tahu impressions of inferior surface(hanya untuk practikal exam), lobes and fissure...

1. impressions of inferior surface of the liver

- oesophageal impression, gastric impressions, lesser omentum [right lobe], pylorus, 1st part of deodenum,transverse colon [quadrate lobe] 2nd part of deodenum, rt colic flexure, renal impressions, suprarenal impression, and bare area of liver [left lobe].

2. lobes

-rt and left lobes, caudate and quadrate lobes.

3. ligamentum teres, ligamentum venosum, falciform ligament.

4. hilum of the liver- portal vein, hepatic artery, hepati duct...

seperti biasa, kalau nak study organ, kena study jars and picture (kalau ada yang fresh/ ori punya lagi baik..hehe..>kidding :) <)

seterusnya, kita akan study SPLEEN...

~spleen~

kita kena tahu borders, impression, position in the body.

kat sini aku hanya sentuh pasal impression jer. cz borders and position in the body xreti nak terang mcm mana... hehe...

impressions: visceral surface: gastric, renal, pacreatic, colic impressions.

-ni hanya notes untuk mengetahui apa yang penting. where it is situated??(xdapek den nak tolong>kena g kelas/ lab sendiri n tengok n takes notes:) )

last but not least, the KIDNEY...

i really love the posterior impression of the kidney- mudah. hehe

so, terangkan dulu pasal posterior impressions: atas, diapragm, bawah-divide by 3- 1st med-psoas major, middle-quadratus lamborum, 3rd lat-transversus abdominus ms.

anterior impressions, tengok kat gambar ni ek. malas nak type lagi.. hehe

- sebenar yer, orang tak bleh study dengan tgk buku jer cepat ngantuk n boring, malas pun yer juga. jadi, inilah hasil budak2 malas + boring(salah satu usaha aku, walaupun mcm susahkan diri sendiri)-

>>aku tahu ramai tak suka baca part ni.. hehe(lagi2 org2 yang tak amik medic)<<

whateva it is... thanx for reading :)

~may Allah bless us!!~

exam freak!!~

2009-05-01T13:04:00.005+03:00

salam'alaik...

esok aku dah start exam final untuk first year as a medical student di ardhu anbia ini... post kali ini aku nak cerita macam mana aku exam esok sambil revise apa yang patut(tekanan tgk computer ni) dari tak study langsung, baik buat mcm ni...

firstly, esok exam anatomy praktikal. so, aku akan ulang kaji bone, jars and fresh organ...

aku kena kaji or study pasal bone. barapa banyak??
1. upper limb: clavicle, scapula, humerus, ulna n radius.
2. thorax: thoracic vertebra( typical n atypical vertebra),
ribs (1st, 2nd, 12th ribs and typical ribs)
3. abdomen: typical and atypical lumbar vertebra
4. pelvis: sacrum, coccyx(unimportant), hip bone.

ok, i'll begin with the bone of upper limb.

1. clavicle.
- muscle attachment: subclavius ms (groove of subclavius)
deltoid ms (lateral 1/3 of ant. surface of clavicle)
trapezius ms (lateral 1/3 of post. surface of clavicle)
sternamastoid ms (unimportant, next year baru belajar ms ni)
- ligament: coraco-clavicular ligament
sterno-clavicular ligament
costo-clavicular ligamet

2. scapula
-musle attachment: "ventral aspect"
subscapularis ms
serratus anterior ms
pectoralis minor ms
long head of triceps ms
common origin of coracobranchialis n long head of biceps branchii
deltoid ms
"dorsal aspect"
supraspinatus ms
infraspinatus ms
levator scapulae
rhomboids minor and major ms
deltoid ms
trapezius ms
teres major and minor ms
latissmus dorsi ms

3. humerus
- muscle attachment: subscapular ms
supraspinatus ms
infraspinatus ms
teres minor ms
pectoralis major ms
latissmus dorsi ms
teres major ms
deltoid ms
lateral and medial head of triceps ms
coracobranchialis ms
branchialis ms
brachioradialis ms
extensor carpi radialis longus ms
common extensor origin
common flexor origin
anconeus ms
pronator teres ms

4. ulna.
- muscle attachment: triceps ms
branchialis ms
supinator ms
pronator teres ms
anconeus ms
flexor digitorum prufundus ms
pronator quadratus ms
abd. pollicis longus ms
ext. pollices longus ms
ext. indices ms
tendon of ext. carpi radialis ms

5. radius.
- muscle attachment:biceps ms
flexor pollicis longus ms
pronator teres ms
pronator quadratus ms
abductor pollices longus ms
ext pollices brevis ms
supinator ms
brachioradialis ms
* flexor digitorum superficialis ms

ok, i'm done with bone of upper limbs... this is as revision only. kalo nak guna boleh. cuma pastikan pegang bone waktu nak guna. ni cuma untuk practikal exam k?? origin or insertion of this ms and the ligaments of the bone u should study it by urself.

next bone will be bone of the thorax...

1. thoracic vertebra
a) typical thoracic vertebra
- have 2 demi facet- superior n inferior
- transverse process have facet

b) atypical thoracic vertebra
- 1st thoracic vertebra: spinous process is horizontal
body-have one complete facet sup. and demi facet below
- 12th thoracic vertebra: facet of inferior articular process facing lateral
no facet at the transverse process
-9th, 10th and 11th is not common in the exam. thus, study it next time for oral exam :)

2.ribs
a) typical ribs: very important is the groove for intercostal VAN
b) atypical ribs
- 1st rib: short, broad, and most curved
scelene tubercle
groove for subclabius vein(ant) and subclavius art(post)
subclavius ms(insertion)
scalenus ant ms
serratus anterior ms
scalenus medius ms
*very important at the neck of 1st rib (the sructure pass in front the bone)
1. superior intercostal art
2. ventral ramus of the first thoracic nerve
3. cervicothoracic ganglion

- 2nd rib: length is twice than 1st rib
it has supralateral surface and inframedial surface
two demifacet at the posterior end
serratus ant ms
scalenus posterior ms

3. sternum.
- manubrium sterni
-body of sternum
-xiphoid process
-muscle attachment: anterior surface: pectoralis major ms, rectus abdominus ms and sternomastoid ms(not important-ms for 2nd year)
posterior surface: upper and lower sternopericardial ligaments, sternocostalis ms, sternal origin of diaphragm

ok, insyaAllah, dah selesai untuk bone tajuk thorax. hehe...

sekarang bone untuk tajuk abdomen...

1. lumbar vertebra
a) typical lumbar vertebra: transverse process and the body have an angle.
the transverse process is arise from the pedicle.
lumbar vertbra number 1-4
b) atypical lumbar vertebra: transverse process and the body does not have an angle.
the transverse process is arise directly from the body of the vertebra.
lumbar vertebra number 5.

ok, selesai bone untuk abdomen.... sekarang nak masuk tajuk pelvis pula...

1. hip bone.
-muscle attachment: iliacus ms, obturator internus ms.
-appearence like obturator foramen, ischium,symphysis pubis.

2. sacrum.
- muscle attachment: piriformis ms, iliacus ms, coccygeus ms.

ok, aku dah siap revise untuk bone first year!! yeay!!!~
see u next time! nak sambung study untuk jars and fresh organ plak...

may Allah bless us!!~
chayok2!! \(^.^)/ ~ pray for my success!!~

Barakallahulak...

2009-04-30T00:28:00.004+03:00

"barakallahulak wa baraka 'alaika wa jama'a bainakuma fil khair"

~semoga Allah memberkatimu dan menghimpunkan kamu berdua dalam kebaikan~

salam'alaik....

post kali ini ditujukan khas buat abg jashan dan kak nurul, pak lang hazaruddin dan pasanganya dan mak long mutiara serta pasangan nya...

dengan ucapan:

selamat pengantin baru dan semoga kekal bersama sehingga ke syurga, insyaAllah...

p/s: maaf tak dapat hadirkan diri ke majlis pekahwinan kalian... hanya doa dan salam dari tanah anbia'....

may Allah bless us!!~

Dari Pagi sampai malam...Dari Zagaziq ke Mansurah...

2009-04-29T23:31:00.008+03:00

~sunset dan sawah~

salam'alaik...

serba sedikit mengenai hari ini...
pagi tadi, kelas start kul 8 pagi, biasanya start kul 9, tapi kerana nak habiskan subjek physio, kelas tambahan kul 8 diadakan...

nak dijadikan cerita, dalam perjalanan kalut nak g kelas,(dah lambat punya pasal) bertembung ngan binatang yang besar(kalau tiru gaya budak2 kecik mesti comel=D)sebelah je binatang tu lalu. terkejut jugak lah. alhamdulillah, tak menjerit. kalo tak jatuh saham!! hehe. dah jadi doktor ni pun jatuh saham =D
sebenarnya binatang tu adalah kerbau... susah kan nak jumpa kerbau kat tepi jalan besar... lagi2 kat malaysia... alhamdulillah, aku dapat zagazig, kalau aku dapat tempat lain, susah nak tengok perkara2 mcm ni...

sebelah petang yer, aku g mansurah ngan angahku yg terchenta, 'azra, ainnur serta musyrif2 yang dihormati, ust nas dan ust fizree(terima kasih banyak2)...
aku nak cerita serba sedikit pasal aku g mansurah kat korang(pembaca sekalian)..

perjalan mengambil masa around 1 jam setengah. dari salam saknawi ke mahatoh, dari mahatoh ke mau-af mansurah, dari situ sampailah ke utubis gadid di mansurah..
sebenarnya, nak g mansurah ni, nak amik duit je pun. nak g HSBC.. hehe.. zagazig tak ada HSBC ler(seronok juga, dapat jalan2). so, serba sedikit cerita dan gambar sepanjang perjalanan...

kami bertolak dari salam saknawi dalam kul 5. pastu, sampai kat HSBC mansurah dalm kul 6.30.

zagaziq dan mansurah tak jauh beza. cuma yang membezakan ialah, mansurah bandar yang maju skit dari zagazig. mansurah cun lagi r dari zagazig. dan mansurah lagi besar dari zagazig. kalo ikut university al-azhar, mansurah hanya untuk pelajar akhawat, walaupun ada skit dari kalangan ikhwah disitu. sebenarnya dah dua tiga kali dah g mansurah.. cuma kali ni aku nak habiskan masa aku ngan angah jer.. hehe.. sabtu ni dah start exam, jadi aku nak riang kan hati aku ngan angah (angah dah ajak n dia nak belanja) seronok juga.. lama tak bermanja-manja ngan angah.. hehe...

sebenar nya aku tak berapa sihat ptg tadi. sakit kepala yang teramat. jadi tak dapat menikmati perjalanan ke mansurah ngan baik. ni jer gambar yang terdaya nak amik.(sbnrye, gambar ni aku amik cz nak membuktikan kepada setengah pihak yang mesir ni ada sawah dan ada pokok yang banyak juga) hehe.. selepas tido dalam perjalanan balik, ni lah hasil nyer... aku dapat post kat dalam blog aku!!~ yeay!!

kerja di mansurah selesai dengan cepat dan mudah. dalam kul 7 dah selesai. tapi, untuk memudahkan perjalanan, kami solat maghrib dulu sebelum kami bertolak ker zagazig... sebab tu sampai zagazig malam... hehe...

maybe tu jer kot yang aku nak cerita. tak banyak nak cerita, cuma nak updatekan blog ni jer =)

sekian sahaja 'dari pagi sampai ke malam, dari zagazig ke mansurah'...

may Allah bless us!!~

~mansurah~

Buat renugan...

2009-04-24T10:04:00.004+03:00

salam'alaik...

hanya untuk renungan bersama...

semalam, aku accident lagi :(
malang memang tak berbau. tapi ada tak sapa2 yang perasan bahawa ujian tu juga ada sebab...
semalam aku ada g satu ceramah motivasi, penceramah tu ada cakap, mungkin ujian tu Allah bagi supaya kita dekat dengan Allah..
memang betul pun kan??
sebagai seorang islam, kita tau ada yang menunggu kita..
cuma kita yang tak pergi kepada DIA...
teringat cerita tukang gunting rambut dan pelanggan dia..
mesti ramai yang dah baca forwarded email tu kan??
jadi marilah kita sama2 muhasabah diri..
hanya untuk renungan...

semalam aku accident, tapi aku still jadi aku yang semalam... kenapa? mengapa??
~muhasabah untuk diri yang lemah ini :( ~
AllahuAkbar!!~

fikir2 kan lah...

Selamat Hari tua!!~

2009-04-24T09:57:00.003+03:00

salam'alaik..

post kali ini khas untuk insan yang rapat dengan diriku...

"Happy Birthday, Nur 'Afifah Kifliah binti Nasir"

moga pertambahan umur sejajar dengan ilmu, amal dan iman

"Sanah Helwah ya gamil"

Hari ini dalam sejarah...

2009-04-22T15:57:00.003+02:00

salam'alaik...

hari ini dalam sejarah...

aku kena langgar...

mesti sume terkejutkan??

hehe...

aku kena langgar dengan basikal...

gaya lebat jer macam aku kena langgar ngan kereta, na'uzubillah...

alhamdulillah kena langgar dengan basikal bukan kereta...

kalau kereta, aku ada kat mana lah sekarang ni??

Ya Allah, aku bersyukur sangat aku masih hidup...

nikmat yang tak dapat nak digambarkan dengan kata2...

huhu... tapi jangan risau, luka skit jer.

haemorrhage pun tak berlaku...

hehe.. lawak jer fikirkan tadi...

tapi ada maksud yang mendalam untuk diri aku...

seandainya Allah nak ambil nyawa aku tadi, na'uzubillah...

huhu...

kepada teman2 seperjuangan dan teman membaca,

mohon maaf dipinta andai ada salah silap...

maafkan yer...

akhir kata untuk posting kali ini,

beringatlah, umur bukan penghalang untuk mati...

sihat juga bukan ukurannya...

tapi, beringat tentang kematian adalah sebaik-baiknya...

wallahu'alam!!~

Thanx My Friends!!~

2009-04-20T19:57:00.002+02:00

Salam'alaik...

post kali ni aku tuju khas buat teman2 serumah dan angah serta ahli bait yer... thank you very much girls!!~

hari ini dalam sejarah hidupku...

housemateku telah buat suprise party untuk birthdayku yang ke19

menjadi tuan rumah untuk suprise party ini adalah angah!!

geram dengan dia cz aku ingat dia ada masalah!!

the best birthday party ever!!~ haha

paling banyak dapat hadiah tahun ni!

[seingat aku laaa..hehe]

thanx a lot to them!

luv u all..

presenting to you All my present...

sekian saja untuk pst kali ini... lain masa dan waktu aku terangkan sapa yang bagi... hehe.. kalo nak terangkan sendiri pun tak per [comment yer]...

At Last!!~

2009-04-20T17:12:00.001+02:00

alhamdulillah, akhirnya... berjaya juga buat blog.. punyalah susah untuk meyakinkan diri ini untuk buat blog.. hehe...

why i make this blog??~

for those who really i appreciate and this blog is dedicated to them...

to mak, apak,adik-beradik ku, kawan2 seperjuangan...

sebenarnya, blog ni dibuat sehari selepas diriku ini berumur 19 tahun..

ianya sebagai hadiah buat housemate2 yang selalu menahan kerenah, kedegilan dan apa saja mengenai diriku sepanjang tambah tolak lima bulan ni...

dan blog ini juga dibuat sebab aku ada kat luar negara, di negara orang, di tanah yang penuh barakah, supaya kawan2 aku yang ada di Malaysia tahu perkembangan diriku ini melalui blogku ini... insyaAllah...

moga diriku dan kalian mendapat manfaat yang sepatutnya melalui blog ini...

may Allah bless us!!~